hi fellow humans..

hmm..2dae's topic shall b on..ppl..in other words...'friends'...yea...

u guys should congratulate me..i found another 2..umm..'friends'.....1 of them..whom i thought we really could have gotten very far..n e other..adding onto e hatred i already have frm b4 2dae..yes..they both r not linked 2gether..but here they r linked..well i cant expect all my friends 2 b perfect rite..but all they have 2 do is juz BE NICE...n wats wrong with BEING NICE??it stinks..n it sux..2 c a person you have been with 4 quite sum time face their freakin back 2 u..IT REALLY STINKS!!! isn't it supposed 2 hurt when u're hurt??yea..well..seems lyk most ppl r still oblivious 2 this fact..saying this here..saying this there..'hey..u're dumb..' ... 'c..i told u u were stupid..HAHA..' ... 'aww..tats so stupid of u..' ...
HAH!!these aint funny...these r wat ppl say which hurt ppl..n YOU dun noe it!!looks lyk u're e big ASS here innit??izit so impt that ppl make such SARCASTIC remarks on others??it sure makes tat big ass saying those happy..but wat about those listening 2 it??tat big ass sure has SMALL brains..u dun even have e heart 2 say sumthing nice..much less e brain 2 think..u guys go reflect on e words i said..u r bound 2 hate me now..

following on..i shall juz say i look into character ALOT!!!!!
i hate sarcastic remarks..hate all round liars..
oh man..lyk my last para on sarcastic ppl..SO WAT IF URE SMART???n if I became smart on a certain topic..u shut up n change e subject as fast as e bullet train rides..u hell of an ass..n liars..ever heard of e phrase..liar liar..pants on fire..well..they can juz go have their bum roasted 4 all i care coz..it aint my bum on fire..n i HATE 2 noe e truth after u lie..it shows u think im stupid..

2dae..sum1 gave me a useful advice...."show some temper.."my ans 2 her.."i do have temper..its juz i dun show it.."..reason??wat 4??n get ignored by ppl who pissed me off??nono..dun get ignored by them..learn from them..their character..then if u 1 2..stab their back....4 me..i prefer e easy way out..recognise e same character in every other single person u meet..tat'll help u classify those big asses..n best still..stay clear of them..there u have it..best of solutions 4 easy peasy situations..u dun get pissed..n they stay well clear of u..aint this better than listening 2 e EVER SO SARCASTIC remarks???DUH~..

thing is..ppl often think im stupid..then i let u think tat way..aint it better this way??4 ppl 2 think wat they think they know..tat'll show they're REALLY more stupid than me..so i say this ONE MORE TIME..IM NOT STUPID!!!BUT IF U THINK I AM..THANX..IT PROVES U'RE MORE STUPID THAN I THINK U R..HAH!!!n mind you..tat was MEANT 2 b SARCASTIC...

i've got 2 leave now..2 pour into my books...i hope my entry makes sense 2 those reading it..hmm...if it doesnt make sense or u think it sux..u're welcum 2 exit whenever u like..yepz..haha..

bye bye humans..
|chelsea^says...| u're SO stupid 2 think IM stupid...

hi bored ppl..

8 more days 2 my o's n im getting more stressed..hmm..this is so normal..but..still..here i m...online..how great can tat b...wow!nah..my mum asked me 2 help her with sumthing on e net..so..therefore im here..or else i wouldnt even touch my comp..i juz finished my biology..n im starting 2 quickly revise my social studies...oh my..i cant wait 4 e o's 2 b over..

guess wat??i read through e whole of my bio text n found out e ans 2 my qn on emotions..(read last entry..)well...our emotions work as it does coz of e hypothalamus..this part at e bottom of our brain..yepz..but it still carries lots of doubts though..haha..yar huh..there's still more..i guez its true that if u have a big head..u r smarter than e rest of us..coz..it says here in e book..that e intelligence n e ability 2 learn depends on e surface area of e brain..ahahahaha..

ritez..im gonna b off now..i hope i still can concentrate on my work..then i can leave e next few days all 2 math...i still suck at that..urgh..

tata!
|chelsea^reckons everybody should b invisible..| then ppl cant c each other..yay!!

hihi!!!

trying 2 study...but apparently cant help it..hmm...certainly not in e laughy mood..how can i not b concentrating..well..not feeling very well either..would say i feel lyk gouging everyone's eye out now..haha..yar huh..watched ella enchanted ydae..n now my sis is watching it again..fell in love with e song..'don't go breaking my heart'...hmm..put e song up here ydae but since i found another great song..i took it down..haha..now..this song is called '100 yrs'..by five for fighting n i got it frm e 'friends' ad..haha..they always have niz songs..haha..which is great coz..i love them..fuck..wateva..oh man..i wanna go to church!!!!ahhhh!!!cant take it anymore..hmm..lets see..anything 4 me 2 say??????nope..there's nothing..

so..wat should i do now??hmmm..should i leave??damn..i dun wanna leave..sheesh..i love ogres..they knock e senses out of ppl..giants??ritez...do i sense nonsense here??yes..y izit when i 1 2 write long entries i cant think of anything 2 say?? perhaps im afraid..yes..tats e key word..afraid..hmm...terrible thing 2 feel..haiz..hell..i cant think properly..haha..hmm..i wanna die..how 2 die??cannot die..dun 1 2 die..die also need planning..so troublesome..hmm..telling u guys sumthing..being soft-hearted is NOT a gd thing..get sum gene change or sumthing...coz u're gonna suffer in times 2 cum..

i feel trapped..suffocating..
i 1 e sky..judgement day 2 cum..
end of everything..

ritez..sorted out my thinking..this is a TEST!haha..frm god..i passed e test god..n plz dun test me again...thank you..hm...feeling just e same..reckon i'll feel better after sum time..yay!!!is my entry long enough..nonononono...it doesnt make sense either..tell u wat..i shall ramble on more bout life..if u dun wanna read..feel free 2 exit..yar huh..life...it rulez..it gives u life innit??in life..we do all sorts of thing..farting..eating..all part n parcel..(means all components of life)hmm..we feel sad..happy..angry..not due 2 our heart..e heart is only an organ which pumps blood 2 all parts of ur body...ever wondered where all feelings were stored??ive always wondered..how cum we know when we're sad??we cry..when we know we're happy??we smile..n laugh..these..well extra components which make up who we r..lets say when god made us..he inserted a 'micro chip' into us..2 differentiate wat is sadness n happiness..hmm..great possibility..therefore..i cant conclude anything coz there is no scientific explanation 4 tat..best go figure it out b4 i blabber on here..haha..well..my story on a part of life...emotions..haha..

tata!!
|chelsea^is waiting..| 4 one pending friend request..

hi ppl...
ritez...dun read e tagboard coz its full of rubbish..haha..it went back in time..wow!!!-tuhh-anywayz..my science practical 2dae!!!!fun fun fun!!!!yay!!!its finally over!!!haha..well..juz giving more details.....dun mind me..

was in e 1st shift...along with..brin,kmiang,huishan,denise,safy n chem girls,yen ching,udaya,mabeline,joyce,chie ying...(hmm..think i missed out sum ppl..)haha..anywayz..went up 2 it resource rm..report..then went 2 e lab...whoa..damn scary..haha..b4 entering e lab..heart was pumping extra fast!!!haha..then saw e apparatus...even worst...saw retort stand..with pendulem..thought die..dun noe how 2 do pendulem..then saw tomato..n tripod stand..again die..later mess up food test how??...haha...but...it was rather ok when i flipped open e booklet..everything stated there..i think i did rather well larz..but i dun noe whether answers in cambridge would b different..i keep saying easy then later fail how..haha..hmm...yea..bio had 2 cut e tomato...ewww...juice..haha..n mine only one side had seeds..haha..so i drew that...other ppl both had seeds on both sides..my tomato was cute i guez..haha..

after e practical..hmmm...more fun..was feeling damn relieved..haha..shift 1 ppl... not tat bad..not too noisy..not too quiet..me..kmiang..denise..delphine n yen ching..so chatty...tok n tok n tok..n tok bout wat???wat we gonna do after o's..we came up with this..str8 after o's tat night..take bus go genting stay..haha..also thought of cruise..australia(my big idea)..haha..n...hmm..yar..24th nov hafta go kbox..haha..topid kmiang..dun 1 join in...n wats her reason?? need 2 find prom dress...haha..dear me..she needs 7 days 2 find a gown..haha..so funny...tok n tok sum more..thought we tok quite long...but only 25 mins passed..haha..-carry on toking...-then shift 2 ppl came in..wah..sit next 2 each other oso have 2 shout!!!haha..no space...ava rm lehz...can hold so many ppl??so topid...but we still squeezed anywayz..haha..then..teachers didnt 1 2 release us...so..now wat...play game lorz...The Calculator Game..ahahahaha...a game well-loved by many now..haha..n mind u...u can set record with it okk..haha..1st...kmiang won..haha..then compete with maria...coz she was e past champion..then kmiang still won..haha..then merissa joined in..haha..she is now e present champion..hehez..tried different ways of playing too..li'l pinkie...thumb..middle finger..haha..fun!!then lost interest in The Calculator Game..arm wrestling came into e picture..jeanette started it 1st..haha..she won several ppl..haha..until sarah came..haha..was a tie...haha..i swear everybody was watching e 'match'..haha..so..then..we had 2 leave...GREAT!!!n i ended up here...haha..in front of e computer..haha..

ritez..i think i've spoken enough..hehez..bye u guys..off 2 e telly..or mayb e nest..ahahahahaha!!!!tata!!!

|chelsea^feeling lazay..| my baby pooh is in e washing..i miss him...

well..hi..
all over blogs..i see ppl have written leaving entries..n goodbye entries..it didnt really occured 2 me...life in sch's gone..i mean..there's still 2 more wks..n everybody would still meet up...rite??hmm...though i still cant help thinking of wat these several ppl have said..4 yrs in sch..even though..i hate sch..it has brought me up..i've been an ij girl for 10 yrs..n im sure im gonna miss it..all through e yr where we only have girls around..whispering..gossiping..hmm..im missing them already..haha..where deceit n betrayal laid behind those faces..u can never deny e true smiles u've received in sch..haha..its only until e end then we see sch as it should have been..frens who have played with my feelings...they taught me 2 live with it..frens who have shown me true love..care n concern..they taught me respect..hmmm...guez it hasnt been such a bad thing being in an ij sch afterall.. haha...anywayz..this isnt suppose 2 sound lyk a leaving or goodbye entry..i'll still b back in sch..its not really goodbye..duh~(lyk e great mr chan always say...)haha..
i shall b back e last day of my o'levels 2 write a proper n formal leaving entry!!!!get e tissueboxes ready!!!!ahahahahahahahaha!!!!

tata everyone..getting reading 2 study hard..though i dun noe whether i'll b successful..haha..cya in a month n 7 days time...(i'll b back 2 blogg..i think..)

|chelsea^wishes graduates gd luck in o'levels..| n would miss all e juniors in sch!!!!

hi u guyz..haha..

lets say again..i have a knack 4 screwing up...i said this couple of months ago..haha..yepz..n i really believe i have..haha..n i shall not elaborate further...

well..wats interesting these days r....
e presidential elections..
where i hear many ppl r supporting kerry...c'mon..u couldnt have survived w/o bush..haha..anywayz..this is also history...b'coz...lyk e germans did in 1929..americans r looking 4 HOPE...hehez...see..i know my history..yepz..well...no matter wat...they're both great...

hmmm...another hot topic would b christopher reeves..yepz..it was a realy pity 4 e entertainment world..i would still have 2 say superman is superman..yar huh...may he rest in peace..

ritez..back 2 other.. boring topics..let's c...wat else can i say..hehez..
hmm...life sux...life sux...n it sux again...
hmm..nothing else innit???then i shall go now..haha..

bye!
|chelsea^looking 4 sumthing 2 say...| flipping through e never-ending pages of my brain...searching...

5 things that scares me:
- insects
- dirty toilets
- worms
- yucky food
- school

5 things that make me laugh:
- jacky wu
- jokes n riddles
- comedies
- jim carrey
- mr bean

5 things i love:
- myself!!!
- my bed
- harry potter
- london
- tv!!!!!

5 things i hate:
- people of all kinds
- school
- hot weather
- competition
- studies

5 things i don't understand:
- life
- humans
- y exams r so impt since its only suppose 2 test ur knowledge??
- y i cant study??
- y studies stink??!!!

5 things on my desk:
- books(duh..)
- tissue box
- watch
- hp
- telephone

Right now i am:
- watching tv
- facing u!!!(monitor)
- sitting
- biting my lip
- shaking my leg

5 negative facts about me:
- boring
- lazy
- irritating
- betrayer
- im a coward!!!

5 things i plan to do before i die:
- sky-dive
- bungee jump
- tell my family i love them
- donate all my money 2 charity
- travel round e world

5 things i can do:
- watch tv
- laugh
- walk
- talk
- hate

5 Things i Can't Do:
- study(im hopeless at tat...)
- stop eating
- jump off e building
- climb a tree
- organise a revolt

5 things u wish
- migrate
- meet my fav idols
- quit studying
- 4 e o's 2 cum quickly
- 4 'eternal happiness' vcd

Top 5 things you say the most:
- dun noe
- anything
- wat e
- shut up
- oh my god

haha..there...juz finish this crazy thang..haha..hmm...hafta go off studying already!!!yay!!![eh...yar rite...]shut up..haha..i hate studying!!!!!!argh!!!!im better off dying..haha..

well..blast ur speakers yea..beautiful song...haha..
bye!
|chelsea^going off now..| tata..beautiful people...

hey ho!!!

wells...went through my file frm e british council..haha..n found a couple of beautiful poems..juz gonna post them here..haha..

Cold Dark Places
In woods there are cold dark places
hiding many sullen faces.
Each one giving a stony stare,
Onlookers feign they're not aware.
They take your fears and make them so
just be sure to take in tow,
Cannot escape their creepy grasp
you watch your entire collapse
until there's nothing left of you,
except the sky that's a pallid blue.

Feelings
Growing pains
Broken chains
A sad melody

Falling tears
Listening ears
A friend just for me

Reaching out
Sharing doubt
When life gets me down

Hands to clutch
Gentle touch
Can turn around

Spoken words
Softly heard
Cognitivity

Holding tight
Loving light
Calm serenity

i love this poem..haha..but e next one..not a poem..juz sumthing meaningful n beautiful...

Time precious do not waste,choose your path and go your own way.If you suffer,don't complaint,Jesus suffered more than pain.

ritez..listening 2 my jay chou songs...beautiful..haha..my geog hw left undone..haha...im here 2 blog..hmmm...nearer 2 e o's...dun think i'll b able 2 do it..haiz..scared..im so gonna die..haiz...ritez..im off now...

bye!!
|chelsea^scared| im gonna fail!!!

hi!!!haha..my all time favorite cartoon character..yay!!!haha..


another one..isnt he cute?????haha...

anywayz...im done posting pooh's pics..haha..

well...hi!!!
e wkends r finally here!!!!haha..i can sleep in again!!!sch was alrite 2dae....math all e way after recess..haha..did emath paper..n went through e amath paper...thought i flunked badly...but..was miscounted..haha..not too badly done..haha..hmmm...i've nothing much 2 say either...guez i shall b off 2 watch tv..haha..

bye!
|chelsea^dead beat..| life sucks...

hi!!!im here 2 blogg..cant take long coz..my mum will b back e next minute...haiz..somehow..i feel i dun noe this fren already..she has gone all mysterious all of a sudden..well..i guez..time played a factor..hmmm...mayb i've been gone 4 a long time..perhaps..i hate not being able 2 know wat is happening with ppl around me...n ppl i really care bout..it makes me feel...hmmm..i dun noe how i should put it..her situation sounds real bad...i wanna help...but i have not a single clue wat is going on...urgh...i wanna know...i wanna know wats going on..know wat changed her...its really hell not knowing y i cant get 2 know anything..when ppl not close 2 them gets 2 know everything...ritez..think im going fucking mad over this..i guez im detestable then...hmmm...ok...found a way 2 cheer myself up...im detestable yes..haha...

credits 2 mag...4 creating e calculator game...which made everybody go crazy over it...n getting called 'childish' by mrs poi..haha..it was a great game...mayb i should spread e word of how 2 play it..then everybody would b playing!!!yay!!!!i'ld love playing it with everybody competing..well...it still depends whether ur calculator is fast..haha..

great song..great blog...wat else can u ask 4???im contented...
imagine hell with air-con...
i love clouds...
im falling asleep over *there*...
4ever in my cloudy n bright dreamland...

bye!
|chelsea^my mum's not back yet!!haha..| something about u babe...

well...hi...
haha..i've found a BEAUTIFUL layout...n all tat's lacking is a BEAUTIFUL song..haha..yepz...trying hard 2 find westlife's 'why do i love you.'i love tat song..n frm wat i found out 2dae...many ppl love tat song too!!!!!sheesh...n i tot i was e only one who listens 2 westlife in my class..haha..well..happy 2 hear tat..i dun noe y???

anywayz..2dae..sumbody pissed me off 2dae..haha..was going on bout this cybercafe thing...eeewww...muz u scream???lyk u dun check mail..haha..its alright if u dun get wat im saying...pt is..tat person's crazy!!!haha..

ritez..2dae..stayed back..actually did english compre...imagine tat..haha..was constructive u could say..yepz..n tml..will b having humanities lessons..haiz...haiz..haiz..its hell 4 everyone..i cant stop sighing..wish i could sleep in tat passageway along *sumwhere*..its a BEAUTIFUL place..haha..perhaps i shall stop here...n go cook rice...b4 my mum gets back..haha...yea..i should...wellz..im missing u guys...n my blogg...

bye.
|chelsea^says bahhh*| i love my BEAUTIFUL blogg!!!

well..hi u guys..

im back..yes..im back..back several times actually..but my sis took over e comp half way through..so..i couldnt have wrote my entry..haha..finally here writing..e whole sch would b having their finaly yr exams next wk..which leaves e sec 4s..2 e block lessons..haha..its so tiring..having 2 saty back everyday..hmm..would so wish e 'o' levels cum quick..get it done asap..haha..also..have been looking 4 layouts..n finally found this..not too bad..juz tat eeyore's head's gone..haha..will try 2 fix tat as soon as my comp stops lagging..haha..

yea..well..i've got nothing much 2 say..oooh...i've got sumthing 2 say..
Happy Children's Day!!!
i had 2 tell my frens 2 wish me tat coz im still a kid..hehez..im never too old..yepz..i even named a tree in sch after me...chelsea bao bei..haha..m so proud of my chelsea bao bei..n everyone's teasing me coz of my so called...'romeo'... ewwww..tat 'romeo'..yuck..im shaking with disgust..haha..

anywayz..back 2 sch problems..haha..alot of ppl under alot of stress..n it aint doing them gd..haha..everyone's getting pissed at every small thing..haha..even with ppl who speak very s-l-o-w-l-y...haha..yepz..dun blame them..its nearing e exams..n this is e kind of thing u c...juz pray tat they dun fall sick..tat'll b real bad..hehez..

ritez..enough of e crap here...i think i should juz b off...n i shall go look 4 a song 2 put here..haha..shall b back...i hope!!!

shoutouts!!!!!
to: all e sec 1 to 3s i know...best of luck in e cuming end of yr..haha..work hard guyz!!!
n to: all e sec 4s...chill out..relax...dun get so pissed at everything..haha..

okkz...going off..bye.
|chelsea^off 4 music..| lalalalala......