haiya..

gui ji..by jay..my favorite song yet.

well............
this has got 2 b my most difficult written entry..i think..
i have no idea wat 2 write..n im too troubled 2 write..
everything juz suck..

im a girl with no guts..
n...i was given a suggestion 2 go do e impossible..
then..i tot of consequences..
wat if...
then how..??
can i face e world after tat??
e impossible task for me..
noe why??
let me repeat..n add on..
girl with no guts..
no...well..put it nicely..
girl with....absolutely nothing..
plain..simple..that.
not tat im not pleased with myself..really..
i juz think its beyond e impossible..
i juz cant do it..i guez.

everything has changed.
i'd rather i dun noe anyone in e world..
then i can start everything all anew..
i dun wanna see faces..
its damn too difficult 2 bear..
i would so want a new life..
ppl r so difficult..
choose one over e other..
one whom u juz knew..e other a long time..
does it really matter wat form ur heart takes now??
coz all i see now aint wat i used 2 think it was..
everything juz changed as e yrs go by..
n its painful..
whether yall noe it or not..

i hate 2 say this..
but friend or not..
yall juz seem stranger 2 me..
n im stranger 2 u guys..

haiya..dun noe larz..wateva it is..ppl who read this..if u have any comments..post it on my tagg..juz..dun ask me wat happen..or wat...dun noe wat..juz dun ask qn..yea..

only jay chou can cheer me up now.
can send jay here..plz..

byee..

alrite..a short film starring elijah wood..
ahahahaha..real nice..
elijah with dom's journal.
enjoy!!

hello...ahahahahhaha..

hmmm..listening 2 jay's cd..concert cd i mean..man...seriously regretted not going..me n kmiang wanted 2 go sooo bad at 1st..then i said..aiya..nvm..next time buy e vcd..ahahahaha..damn...i hate having 2 regret sumthing i do..it juz suck......i have 2 get over it..hahahaha..

so...at home..n loving it..i dun have 2 work...hahhahahaha..for some reason e lady decided 2 give me 4 days off...??hmm..after i told her tat this week i'll b extremely bz..ahahahahaha..dun noe larz..mayb she doesnt want me 2 work already??tat'll b real good... (hey kiddos..now im listening 2 jian dan ai..man i love jay!!haha..)
ritez..im going sooo nutty over jay n his songs now..ahahahaha..

clicked on my archives n read a couple of my past entries..hmm..weird..ahahahahahaha...i was more expressive then.. all e details..whew..blew me over..ahahahaha..then..there were many events 4 me 2 ramble on..ahahaha..looking back..2004 was a gd yr afterall..n now im slacking lyk nobody's business..ahahahahaha.. great job chelsea!!hahahaha..

remember 2 check out my links..
alritez..byee!!!!