hey mannn..its my second post of october....on the same day.

for the fun and my crazy emotions today.
for envy and jealousy.
for the things i really want.
for the things i really want but dont know if i need.
for the hope that i will have a great future planned by god.
for trust and faith.
for my future and awesome holidays.

i think i will be a good envious little girl and keep telling myself to work harder. you can do it chelsea!

go on, everyone needs a little encouragement everyday. write yourself a note! love me, love you, love everyone..and i feel better already.

hey guyyssss, this is my first entry in october. coolll..

here's what i wanna do NOW:
i need a holiday, to london.
i need new songs.
i need ktv.
i need tv time, me and tv, alone.
i wanna see whales.

why must recession hit now?
its telling youuu and me to save up and wait 2 years before flying over to the UK. BUT......2 years is impossibleeee..i cannot wait(in other words, WORK) 2 years....i need to breathe london air nowww.........plus, im falling in love with paris....believe or not...its all thanks to ratatouille...and PIXAR. why is paris so beautiful? i dont know but i hate recession.

why do i hate recession?
im sure there will be more evil going round the world when everyone starts feeling poor and hungry. more poaching, definitely.

i am just updating for updating sake. i need to go searching for songs and something to cheer me up.

bye!