こんばんは！

today is sunday..
tomorrow is monday..
the day after tomorrow is tuesday..
tuesday is a public holiday!!AHAHAHA!!

zippidee doo daa!
yahooooo!
YUMMMMYYY..

saturdays and sundays are super precious to me now that i've started work..
i need time to stay at home, sit on my sofa and spend some time with my tv and family...
but i still have to wake up early on sats and suns...i have jap club on sats, and にほんごの lessons on suns..ahahaha!!

every morning when i wake up, before i go to work..my brother will be watchin blue's clues on tv..and im glad he does because i sit down and watch too..takes my stress and worries away..
all thanks to blue..ahahaha..tomorrow..it will be the same routine..let monday come quick!!!

lets talk about yesterday..yesterday was good..had jmd orientation..not bad..good mixture of boys and girls..not the sad case of girls dominating the club!AHAHA!!but, we'll see..the girls are the loyal ones anyways.. so then we ended the orientation and went to the japanese association of singapore..we were invited to watch a kimono and tea ceremony show..woohoo..niceeee...the kimonos are beautiful!!how they tied the obi ribbon thingy at the back..wahh..すごいね！they showed the kimonos worn during different festivals like the girl's festival, graduation day and wedding ceremonies.. i really wanna try wearing one!ahahaha..i would loveee to wear a kimono when i graduate!!lets go study at a uni in japan!ahahah!!shall get the pics soon..ahahaha..there were kids wearing kimonos too!!　ともだちはかわいいね！！！so adorable and cuteeee!!!i will get the picturesss!!!ahahaha!!tea ceremony was cool too..lets go live in japan!!i like japanese traditions!!AHAHA!!

i am sleepy now!
i shall be gone!

TUESDAY! PUBLIC HOLIDAYS! i love you!!!

byebye now!!ahahaha..

げつようび、さよなら！
かようび、こんにちは！！！

YAY!

i didnt die!!!
AHAHAHA!!

ok..black sheep was all gory...
intestines, blood, dead man staring up at you with his neck bitten in half..
the funny parts were quite funny too..Especially..how the sheeps died...??!!ahahaha..
i would like to thank my dear god for giving me the guts i prayed for to watch this film..ahahaha..

today is thurs and it feels like friday..WOOHOO..
tomorrow is friday!
come on come on..i can do it!!
2 weeks gone..wow..this 2nd week passed a whole lot faster than week 1..ahahaha..
time to write in my huge white booklet..ahahaha..


あなたのしごとはどうですか。
わたしのしごとはむずかしくておもしろいです。

わたしのつくえのうえにけいたいでんわとノートとプーさんがあります。
わたしはにほんごのおんがくがすきですね。

いまはおよるです。

ok..im done..its bedtime!!

lovesss!!BYEEE!!

HEY!

HELLO!

i have a hate list now..
hahaha..

1ST MOST HATED: HORROR FILMS

2ND MOST HATED: ASKING ME TO WATCH HORROR FILMS!

IM NOT VERY HAPPY RIGHT NOW.
I HAVE TO WATCH BLACK SHEEP TOMORROW..

i dont like it when i say i dont like horror films and people say "WHY?", "its only horror."...
SHUT UP!
dont like means dont like la!!
why you dont like cockroaches or insects??? HUH YOU TELL ME!

i just cant do it laa..no guts.....really..
i dont think its ever train-able....really..

The following paragraph is written by my most personal counsellor/advisor.

i mean like seriously, some people to shouldn't be saying such stuff to me like WHAT'S THE BIG DEAL IN THAT. It's my opinion you damnholes, mine. Got that? It doesn't freak you out fine! It does to me. No guts so? I may have guts in other stuff which you bloody don't. I mean, everybody have their strengths and weaknesses. You're weak physically, i'm not. I'm weak when watching movies, you're not. It actually doesn't make sense for you to be not weak when watching movies when you're weak physically, hah. Super strange, but ask the world, who cares? I don't. So don't, don't don't ' Horror only what..." me. What isn't horror to you may be to other persons' perspective. damn assholes.

Thank you personal counsellor/advisor.

i really dont like.......reallyyyyyy....

after tomorrow..i think i will sprout more white hair.. and mayb age a whole lot...and then nobody will recognise me..and then i can not go to work...and then i can go to london and live as an old pathetic beggar and some rich person will have pity on me and let me live in their house and i can live my peaceful days without having to watch any horror stuuf and then i will get younger...

work's fine...just the watching horror part turns me off totally............

its not my fault i dont have guts..
teach me how to train my guts la...URGHHHHHH....

im so disgusteddddddddd...WHYWHYWHY?

i shall have my sleep now...

BOOHOOO....

I'm STUPID.

i went to watch disturbia and now..i think i need calming pills..
let me go into depression please...

the happiest things i have seen today are deathly hallows fan-made trailers...i would say they are pretty good..i would love to be doing trailers for DH too..so now..im eagerly waiting to watch and READ DH...please let july 21st come quick!!im counting on it to help me with my life..

im constantly on frantic mode because of work..i dont know whether i should let my boss know about my fear of horror films...if i told her..she may think i cant handle anything..if i didnt..she might find out and i will be in trouble..so..i dont know how to weigh the pros and cons for this..

formal wear tomorrow again..worries also..but we've having a sneak peek at transformers..so..at least its VIP standard kinda thing..makes you feel honoured to be watching with the big people..

ok..off to bed i go...
and i still have not studied my jap..

GOGO!!byeeee!!

it has only been one day.

sigh...
i think it was my formal wear today..
im feeling very stressed and helpless..ahahaha..

my boss is quite strict..alot of pressure on me!
im mainly doing marketing! something im not interested in..
my roles are not really very standardized...so im quite worried about that...
i dont know what i have to do...AHHH!!
what to do now??

i had to watch several trailers today...
OMG..i had to sit in the dark conference room by myself..
and there was a horror trailer...AHAHAHAHA!!
i still couldnt look at it...though i listened to it...
stupid choice actually..more scary thoughts forming..
what will i do with the many horror flicks coming up????

a super nice thing is that there are movie screenings..
YUM..ahahaha..i heard i may be able to catch blades of glory next week..but i shall not have high hopess...

ahhhh..i feel like sleeping already...
its going to be a longggggg day tomorrow...
i thank god my senior is still there to help and teach me the stuff....
i think she is super smart...omg..she picked everything up by herself and she is soooo AUTOMATIC!!!!! like very independent....WOOHOO! SALUTE!!ahahaha.. i may have to disturb her with calls by next week!ahahaha..

1. what to wear tomorrow?
2. will work be difficult tomorrow?
3. will i get scolding tomorrow?
4. will i cry after i get my scolding?
5. will time pass slower tomorrow?
6. can my brain take all the thinking?

if i can get pass this 6 mths..i will say i have exceeded expectations...AHAHAHA!!
its a hard road for me...ahahaha..
i want to take on projects but....im afraid i will ruin it..ahahaha!!
ok laaaaaaaa....

ohoh!!!my jap language test this sunday!!!i need time to studyyyyyy!!!!

im dead tired already!!!
off to sleep i go!!!!
GOOD NIGHT!

lovessss!!
BYEEEEE!!!

yoohoohooo!!!

this is it!!!
AHAHAHAHA!!

off to work i go for the next 24 weeks!
OOH LALA!
United International Pictures!!
YUMYUMYUMMY name huhhhh!!!AHAHAHA!!

please let me feel nice about my workplace..
please let me do well..
please let my colleagues and bosses be nice..
please let me work well with everybody..
please let everybody work well with me..
please dont let me be useless and clumsy..

ok..
these are a few of my worries...

if i weren't too worried about clothes...
i think i would not be worried at all man!ahahaha..

ok!!!its 10:11pm..
off to sleep i go!!

GOGO!!!!

bye loveliessss!!
AHAHAHAHA!!

if i die..i will really like to go to heaven..

i will want to help everybody feel so special that they will do all good things to come to heaven themselves!

i like how god makes me feel special!