hello!

i just finished watching "The Boys from Baghdad High" on okto and i must say..we are really so fortunate. this documentary is about four iraqi boys living in baghdad, they were given a camera each to keep as a video diary. everyday, they will record whats happening in their neighbourhood, their school life and family...blah blah...and i was just so shocked at what they go through, all the killings, kidnapping, bombs and shootings, it made me reallly sad to see kids younger than me, try so hard to get good grades, who want to celebrate christmas but cant, who wanna go to school and come back safe and sound...and many other things when everywhere else, we are acting like bloody idiots. let me just go straight to the part which really hit me in the face, butt, nose and soul.

there was this part of the programme, one of the boys asked his little cousin, who was about mayb 6 yrs old and the whole family had to come live with them because their neighbourhood was getting too dangerous...he asked her whether she prayed every night and she said yeah....and he asked her what does she pray for and she said that she prays that on every of her birthday, it will be a safe. i was really upset to hear that...it really made me feel useless.....like more loser than i have ever felt in my entire life....i cant believe the times when i've prayed and i thought about world peace in my prayers.....but i have never really thought hard enough to see their faces and this makes me feel bad...

i cant imagine what they are going through right now, but i just hope the situation gets better. i dont know what i can do but after this show, i just wanna pray and pray and pray until god gets tired of me and goes to listen to that little girl's prayers instead. i really pray that the world be a more peaceful place tmr....be strong little girl and everyone else!

and lots of love all around. loves!

heyhey everybody.

this is my 1st post in november. havent been updating regularly...because i dont have the time to do it at work anymore..work is still fun and interesting..many more things to learn..how good can it get? you like the work, you like the environment, you like the pay,man, im not going to be leaving my company any time soon..heeee! and i dont surf the net anymore at home because im spending my time on my tv and games all the time...plussss. i face the comp everyday at work, its really tiring to come home looking at another comp screen..really tiring....puts me off all the time. haha..and since the last time i've updated...so many things have happened in the world! here's a short summary....from what i can remember..haha!

the economy crisis which is causing me to think of recession everytime i want to spend my money. i was stingy before, now im even more stingy! haha! oh i dislike it when my relatives ask me for treats and what nots...haha! in these times! NEVERRRRRR!call me scrooge but my future is more impt than treats now. see that pretty star shining in the sky? thats how my future will be! SHINING and PERFECT. hopefully. AHAHAHA!

gong li becoming singaporean! haha! i hope i can see her walking dwn orchard rd some time in my life. because hey! she acted with jay chou in curse of the golden flower..who knows..she still has the jay chou presence stuck onto her after they hugged.hahahahahahahahah! ok,daydreaming!

JILLIAN MUNEE AND BLESSIE'S return from aussieland! yayyy! we managed to welcome jill and munee but blessie missed her flight and we all havent met up! munee has just gone travelling and i hope she will be back soon so that i can meet up with her, let her tell me all that i have missed in aussie! same with the other two! AND...the other two Js are being good and staying in aussie, not coming back yet, but i hope they come back soon!

jap exams! ooohhh, i never thought i would get this far with japanese. im about to finished my intermediate level with two more papers left, listening and compo which are coming up this tuesday and wednesday! you'll think im really good at jap now but no!!!!i still cant really understand what a japanese is saying...how can they talk so fast without thinking! tell me how lousy i can get. but, im having good training now, coz im sitting next to a japanese colleague in my office and sometimes, only sometimes when im free, i will eavesdrop on his japanese conversations. haha! renshu o shimasu! NE! hahaha!

hello KBOX!! finally! rosy and i couldnt take it anymore, we thought we would go mad if we didnt organise one straight away so we did it. clean and simple, sent out the msg on...hmm, cant remember...tuesday? and went straight for it on saturday! ahaha! yahoo! there were me, rosy, mingyi and jillian! little but i loved it! im still waiting for the perfect day when all the singing ppl can be in one single room screaming our lungs out! haha!extreme funnnn i think! so after kbox....we had a little catch up session over dinner and i thought i could use more of it.....its not fun to lose contact....i miss everyone already. heeeeee:)

tigerssssss! our beautiful rare white tigers. our tigers attacked one of our workers at the zoo...thats quite bad..but i got really angry when 'my paper' called the tigers 'murderers'.......it may be for the attention or whatever, media strategy....but its really making the tigers look bad. if anything should be said, it should be that the tigers are in superb condition in our zoo. how else will they be able to attack like they do in the wild, it shows that they havent lost their ability to hunt. it is natural tiger instincts to kill anything that moves. and of course,you wont expect much hope if you disturb them...i really wished the guy didnt do that though, he must have been in a really bad situation..i wished ppl would have notice his strange behaviour earlier and stopped him or the tigers in time. hmm, tragedy...... although the tigers seem to be in really good conditions, im not so sure about the polar bears! i hope the zoo could send them back to the north/south pole soon! they are losing all their blubber and becoming really skinny and starting to behave abnormally.....its really sad. :((((((

okkkk..im dead meat, i have work tmr! shit, its 11.59! im off bye!!!