hellooooo, weekly updates. arent you glad im keeping up with this so that this blog doesnt get lonely and boring....?! HAHAHA!

anywhos, here's what has happened over the past week...

1. stop forcing religion on others
evangelising, doesnt mean it happens only to non-believers. sometimes it happens within the same religion..like what my sister and i go through, and i think to a certian extent, my little bro. we are catholics, whole family of catholics. it doesnt mean we dont love god when we don't pray. we are kids.........we dont pray ALL THE TIME like all the holy aunties and holy parents do. for me, im ok with praying, just dont force me to do it.

recently my HOLY aunt invited us to a 'healing'mass.....ok, HEALING..i thought maybe because my sister got sick recently and we could do with a little healing. turns out to be a praise and worship session and a ridiculous one at that. im sad to admit it but i think my faith shrunk a little after that crazy mass. praise and worship: all the holy ppl with their hands raised, praising god...and, there is no such thing as tongues, they are just muttering a different language, what makes you think those are tongues?! everybody muttering/whispering "praise jesus praise jesus".........it was crazy. and the priest...... couldnt believe it, halfway preaching and i knew i shouldnt have gone....."if anyone has told you YOU ARE NO GOOD, NOT GOOD ENOUGH, then let us get healed by God" i turned to my sis and said "I DONT NEED THIS!!!!!!" he went on to say, "if anyone has any amulet/charms, burn them tonight, if you dont listen to what i say, something bad will happen to you" I HAD ENOUGH....................this 'healing' mass smeared my whole good impression of my catholic faith...........what is this?! i dont need this, AT LEAST NOT NOW. im not that holy yet...not ready yet to accept such stupid remarks. show some respect for the other faith man, it was ridiculous to me. i felt so horrible and i was so angry after that stupid mass.....and again tonight, my parents decided to put a A3 size picture of jesus in our bedroom, right behind our computers......ok, i know its supposed to be good for us, but do they realise the pressure? that jesus is watching our every move? now we cant curse and swear and gossip in our room? what? are we supposed to feel guilty whenever we wanna curse and swear and we see jesus staring at us, and then we have to bottle it up? what? is that good for us???? DONT FORCE IT ON US MAN, who knows, one day i may renounce my faith and this may play a huge role...now, the mother is going on and on about it being good for us and all, what, lets see you put a huge poster in your bedroom and see how you feel! now, as im typing this, i feel sad, that im bad-mouthing my own religion in front of jesus.....tell me, how funny is that?? HUH? what the hell right? i really really hate this and i wanna go out and scream STOP FORCING IT ON US!! and on all the innocent people who want to NOT believe in God.....WILL THEY DIE? WILL THEY DIE HORRIBLY? WILL THEY DIE HORRIBLY AND GO TO HELL IF THEY DONT HAVE A RELIGION? NO! well they will if they do bad things and dont repent for it. BUT THEY WONT DIE BECAUSE THEY DONT HAVE A RELIGION DAMMIT. URGH HOLY PEOPLE...........i hope yall understand that if there are people in the world who doesnt want to believe in God, then all you holy shit are part of the reason why they dont wanna become some crazy holy aunty/uncle.

right, i WAS going to type stuff that happened over the past week, but i seemed to have lost interest, I WONDER WHY..

save the world. kick all the holy people. chickens.

heya bloggerdooos, updates updates!!

1. im currently reading HARRY POTTER again! deathly hallows this time, sad to say, this has only been my SECOND time reading it and im not proud of it. i should have read it one million times and memorized it already, oh well, boohoo, when im 50, im gonna have read it so many times, i shall be able to read out the whole story purely based on my memory! HA! AHAHHA! i've just stopped at the all crucial ending to blog..........i know, like whutttt? but i felt like it so here i am!

2. work was good today. not much work, therefore plenty of time to finish other backlog work. i hope tomorrow will be the same......i need timeeee..work was funny today as well. after work, everyone went down to harry's bar to get a drink coz the big bosses were around and we had to go down and join them. urrmmm, everyone was pretty much high and gone...esp our two bosses in singapore. HILARIOUS, my drunk japanese boss, he came over and talked to us about our colleague's name, his name was frank and my boss asked me what i thought of his character, and i said "frank"..HAHA...boss also talked about china history. in japan, they study japanese history and world history, according to the boss, their world history book was 50% china history.....hahaha..apparently, japanese know china history better than the chinese! and then he started talking about how humans are like a tribe of monkeys! hahaha, oh man, i was trying so hard not to laugh..and then he went on to talk about how he likes fishes and thinks he can connect with them! OH I LOVE MY JAPANESE BOSS! HAHAHAHAHA! FUNNY!

3. amidst all these crazy times and economic downturns, look! good things DO happen. not that they dont happen usually, but i think when times are bad, good things tend to stand out more and i wish all of us would see it more, hope for it more and look out for it more often, in bad times AND good times. i was reading the paper on monday morning and i remembered reading a short section of the paper about how some south korean navy guards help saved their communist counterpart, the north koreans navy from pirates near somalia. this was really nice, the north koreans of course did thank them for their help as well. its these little acts which helps us get through these times. when i have a hard day at work, i think about people who have no job. when i waste food, i think about people in the poorer countries having nothing to eat. some of us seem to think that we dont have to think this way anymore, when i was younger, i used to hear many people say "finish your food, kids in africa have no food to eat"...well, im sad that not many ppl say that anymore...but im glad that some people still practise that. most of us seem to think we wanna change the world, make it a better place, i say of course, make the world a better place but we have to admit that the world is already a very beautiful place, we just need to make it MORE beautiful....i read somewhere about something mr ghandi said " an eye for an eye, and everyone will be blind"....something along those lines, cant remember the exact quote.. but yeah, im sure we all get the idea, great man mr ghandi..:) in my opinion, we all should learn how to say SORRY. sorry IS the hardest word to say, but i think it solves every problem, no?

so ok, today, let's pray that we learn how to say sorry. heee:)

loves everyone!
*runs back to harry!*