Merry Christmas Eve everyone!

im in the office right now and felt like writing an entry! ooohhh, my working hours on christmas eve is 9.30am-12.30pm. i cant wait to leave at 12.30! but, i know i will be staying in a little while. May everything work out fine and everyone shoot out of the office by 1pm!

oooh, its so wrong to think or say bad thing during this christmas week...even VAMPIRES! but, im so totally addicted to the cullen family. to all the twilight fans who tried to make me read twilight: SORRRYYY, i admit defeat, im going to start on the book soon! haha! omg, edward is so hot. *grabs a pillow and strangles it excitedly* the whole cullen clan is oh so freaking HOTTTTTT!

ok, i have nothing to do at work.

It's beginning to look alot like christmas, everywhere you go.
It's the most wonderful time of the year.
Our cheeks are nice and rosy and comfy and cozy all week.
Come on it's lovely weather for a sleigh ride together with you.
Five Golden Rings.
Silver Bells, Silver Bells, it's christmas time in the city.
Soon it will be christmas day.
I'm a poor boy too, Pa rum pum pum pum.
It's the warm and fuzzy time of the year.
Chestnuts roasting on an open fire.
Walking in a winter wonderland.
I'm dreaming of a white christmas.
Then one foggy Christmas eve, santa came to say, Rudolph with your nose so bright, won't you guide my sleigh tonight.
All i want for Christmas is my two front teeth, and a hippo and you.
Frosty the snowman was a happy jolly soul.
Have yourself a merry little christmas!

Merry christmas everyone! LOVES AND MORE LOVES!
May everyone be happy, free and at peace this christmas!
SMILE! haha!

hello!

i just finished watching "The Boys from Baghdad High" on okto and i must say..we are really so fortunate. this documentary is about four iraqi boys living in baghdad, they were given a camera each to keep as a video diary. everyday, they will record whats happening in their neighbourhood, their school life and family...blah blah...and i was just so shocked at what they go through, all the killings, kidnapping, bombs and shootings, it made me reallly sad to see kids younger than me, try so hard to get good grades, who want to celebrate christmas but cant, who wanna go to school and come back safe and sound...and many other things when everywhere else, we are acting like bloody idiots. let me just go straight to the part which really hit me in the face, butt, nose and soul.

there was this part of the programme, one of the boys asked his little cousin, who was about mayb 6 yrs old and the whole family had to come live with them because their neighbourhood was getting too dangerous...he asked her whether she prayed every night and she said yeah....and he asked her what does she pray for and she said that she prays that on every of her birthday, it will be a safe. i was really upset to hear that...it really made me feel useless.....like more loser than i have ever felt in my entire life....i cant believe the times when i've prayed and i thought about world peace in my prayers.....but i have never really thought hard enough to see their faces and this makes me feel bad...

i cant imagine what they are going through right now, but i just hope the situation gets better. i dont know what i can do but after this show, i just wanna pray and pray and pray until god gets tired of me and goes to listen to that little girl's prayers instead. i really pray that the world be a more peaceful place tmr....be strong little girl and everyone else!

and lots of love all around. loves!

heyhey everybody.

this is my 1st post in november. havent been updating regularly...because i dont have the time to do it at work anymore..work is still fun and interesting..many more things to learn..how good can it get? you like the work, you like the environment, you like the pay,man, im not going to be leaving my company any time soon..heeee! and i dont surf the net anymore at home because im spending my time on my tv and games all the time...plussss. i face the comp everyday at work, its really tiring to come home looking at another comp screen..really tiring....puts me off all the time. haha..and since the last time i've updated...so many things have happened in the world! here's a short summary....from what i can remember..haha!

the economy crisis which is causing me to think of recession everytime i want to spend my money. i was stingy before, now im even more stingy! haha! oh i dislike it when my relatives ask me for treats and what nots...haha! in these times! NEVERRRRRR!call me scrooge but my future is more impt than treats now. see that pretty star shining in the sky? thats how my future will be! SHINING and PERFECT. hopefully. AHAHAHA!

gong li becoming singaporean! haha! i hope i can see her walking dwn orchard rd some time in my life. because hey! she acted with jay chou in curse of the golden flower..who knows..she still has the jay chou presence stuck onto her after they hugged.hahahahahahahahah! ok,daydreaming!

JILLIAN MUNEE AND BLESSIE'S return from aussieland! yayyy! we managed to welcome jill and munee but blessie missed her flight and we all havent met up! munee has just gone travelling and i hope she will be back soon so that i can meet up with her, let her tell me all that i have missed in aussie! same with the other two! AND...the other two Js are being good and staying in aussie, not coming back yet, but i hope they come back soon!

jap exams! ooohhh, i never thought i would get this far with japanese. im about to finished my intermediate level with two more papers left, listening and compo which are coming up this tuesday and wednesday! you'll think im really good at jap now but no!!!!i still cant really understand what a japanese is saying...how can they talk so fast without thinking! tell me how lousy i can get. but, im having good training now, coz im sitting next to a japanese colleague in my office and sometimes, only sometimes when im free, i will eavesdrop on his japanese conversations. haha! renshu o shimasu! NE! hahaha!

hello KBOX!! finally! rosy and i couldnt take it anymore, we thought we would go mad if we didnt organise one straight away so we did it. clean and simple, sent out the msg on...hmm, cant remember...tuesday? and went straight for it on saturday! ahaha! yahoo! there were me, rosy, mingyi and jillian! little but i loved it! im still waiting for the perfect day when all the singing ppl can be in one single room screaming our lungs out! haha!extreme funnnn i think! so after kbox....we had a little catch up session over dinner and i thought i could use more of it.....its not fun to lose contact....i miss everyone already. heeeeee:)

tigerssssss! our beautiful rare white tigers. our tigers attacked one of our workers at the zoo...thats quite bad..but i got really angry when 'my paper' called the tigers 'murderers'.......it may be for the attention or whatever, media strategy....but its really making the tigers look bad. if anything should be said, it should be that the tigers are in superb condition in our zoo. how else will they be able to attack like they do in the wild, it shows that they havent lost their ability to hunt. it is natural tiger instincts to kill anything that moves. and of course,you wont expect much hope if you disturb them...i really wished the guy didnt do that though, he must have been in a really bad situation..i wished ppl would have notice his strange behaviour earlier and stopped him or the tigers in time. hmm, tragedy...... although the tigers seem to be in really good conditions, im not so sure about the polar bears! i hope the zoo could send them back to the north/south pole soon! they are losing all their blubber and becoming really skinny and starting to behave abnormally.....its really sad. :((((((

okkkk..im dead meat, i have work tmr! shit, its 11.59! im off bye!!!

hey mannn..its my second post of october....on the same day.

for the fun and my crazy emotions today.
for envy and jealousy.
for the things i really want.
for the things i really want but dont know if i need.
for the hope that i will have a great future planned by god.
for trust and faith.
for my future and awesome holidays.

i think i will be a good envious little girl and keep telling myself to work harder. you can do it chelsea!

go on, everyone needs a little encouragement everyday. write yourself a note! love me, love you, love everyone..and i feel better already.

hey guyyssss, this is my first entry in october. coolll..

here's what i wanna do NOW:
i need a holiday, to london.
i need new songs.
i need ktv.
i need tv time, me and tv, alone.
i wanna see whales.

why must recession hit now?
its telling youuu and me to save up and wait 2 years before flying over to the UK. BUT......2 years is impossibleeee..i cannot wait(in other words, WORK) 2 years....i need to breathe london air nowww.........plus, im falling in love with paris....believe or not...its all thanks to ratatouille...and PIXAR. why is paris so beautiful? i dont know but i hate recession.

why do i hate recession?
im sure there will be more evil going round the world when everyone starts feeling poor and hungry. more poaching, definitely.

i am just updating for updating sake. i need to go searching for songs and something to cheer me up.

bye!

hello!

im not really in a good mood. my face hurts. boooo..medication did make my face better but it makes it peel and its sooooo dry its red and hot. whyyyy? somebody save me! i cant take it anymoreeee..i feel like crying. hmph! painnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!

one thing that cheered me up is the holiday we are planning, oh yes, batam! hahaha! fine white sand and clear blue seaaaaa.....im coming. dont get dirty!

and im worried about my jap compo. i've only written 2 sentencesss....i need to write 350 words......and i dont know what to write about AND im too lazy to write.....damn, i need to start on it soon, wish me luck.

im listening to "as long as you love me" by bsb...and its cheesy yes, but its really quite cute and sweet....oh man......im thinking back to tep where the classmates did a similar music video. hahaha! love it...

ok, im going to bed. happy friday. i hope my face dont hurt so much tmr.
bye!loves!

im so sleepy, im dozing off at work.
i need a holiday.
i need sweets.

i hate short blog entriessss..urgh.

BALIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!

MALDIVESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!

its 7pm ON A FRIDAY and im still at work.

what the shit am i turning myself into??!

im running home now!

bye!

a doctor's medication gone wrong day

haha! im now a panda with red rings around my eyes. first it was peeling, and then i changed medication and now its red eye rings!ahaha!wonderful...my cousin is getting married tmr and i dont want to look like a monster at the weddinggg!ahhhh! hahahaha..

anywhos, im at work now and the reason why im blogging is because the boss has left for the day. heeeeee:) happy friday everyone!

ok, here's something i'ld like to talk about.
for the F1 race.
the place that im working, the building management office sent a circular to all tenants asking us to leave the office lights on at night for three nights....all for F1.......you wanna know what i think?

for F1, leave the lights on.
for F1, contribute to global warming.
for F1, harm the ozone layer even more.
for F1, melt the artic ice.
for F1, kill the polar bears and seals.
for F1, cause floods.
for F1, destroy the world.

just for the world to see, and the media to capture. big sigh from me...three nights may be short but can we make up for it? no way, unless mother nature provides us with other forms of resources that doesnt harm the ozone layer...oh well, we'll see...

HAPPY FRIDAY AGAIN!
and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU DIYYYY!

loves!

i didnt felt like blogging today but i came online and had nothing much to do...so i shall blog a little. hahaha..

i played with lanterns today. its mooncake festival, officially...because the moon is round round round and its the 15 of the month. i played with the old traditional fire ones, so pretty. i've uploaded pictures but im lazy to put them up. haha! anyways, i picked out a lantern for myself and had fun carrying it around downstairs for one hour...there were others out holding lanterns this special night too and we shared sparklers..heee:) then later i got home and we usually didnt put out the fire, we let them go out themselves......so i stuck my lantern under some pile of books and came into my room to surf the net. after about 15 mins, my bro ran in and shouted:"eh! got fire leh!" hahahaha!! we ran outside to the living room and my father was putting out the small fire my lantern caused. boohoo, my pretty lantern........ :( i took a picture of my burnt lantern too. boooooo.


Every minute, 3 people are diagnosed with cancer.

4000 people are diagnosed with cancer each day.

Every 60 seconds, another American dies of cancer.

today i watched the charity event for standup2cancer and i felt really touched by all the letters from cancer patients, their family and friends and the encouragement everyone gave to cancer patients. its just so heartwarming and i love it. we all need a little push to help the love in us grow stronger! and i hope mine can grow as big as it can get! yours too! there was this guy, im not sure if he is a cancer patient but he said something which i would like to share share share.......he said something like this: we spend millions of dollars each year to invent something to kill each other so i think our priorities are kinda screwed.. haha, i agree with what he said and i think it will be great to hope and have faith that one day, peace will come. it doesnt matter if we cant help, we just have to believe in world peace, right? i believe in world peace. pack that with a hug and everything will be ok. be healthy everyone!

although a transport fare hike is nothing compared to cancer, the thought of paying that extra money to get around singapore and not to fund cancer researches kinda hurts. i hope one day the transport fare drops and then we have enough money to donate to charities who really need it. i think everyone's quite scarred by rich charities.....me included.....hopefully, love can overcome any barrier...haha!

ok, thats about it. nothing else to blog about. except tomorrow is monday and i dread work.........no....i dread waking up early even more......thats why i shall get going to bed now, so that i will be energetic tomorrow!! weeeee!

good night! happy mooncake festival! bring on the work! WHEW! 5 more days till the weekends! haha!

byeee! and loves all around!

hellohello!

hip friday, i stayed out really late with diy to catch up and have 'funnn' on a friday night. haha! she had an event to attend and she invited me along, thanks again diy! so after the event, we decided to go grab a drink at macs and walked along some dark and scary road and finally got to macssss...we got a large coke and we talked and talked and talked all night through.......NAHHHHHHH, even on 'hip' friday nights, we all need our sleep....it was about one when we each got a cab and went off homeee..ohoh, we took pictures too....and here are some................


hi! me with the bangs and hair let down. heeee:)


this was diy when i said: "look not-bored" haha!


it's hilarious how work made us hang out more!haha!

okok, im going to bed...new korean and english songs on the playlist to singalong to! awesome. now when's kbox?!

loves!

isnt this picture just sweet?

May all animals get to live another day peacefully tomorrow.
May everyone grow in love tomorrow.
May all things sweet happen tomorrow, because tomorrow is beautiful Friday.

From me, lots of love to you!

hello everyone!

im good, thank you. and you?

AHAHAHAHA! ok, i just accepted a permanent position at work! im super stressed! because im beginning to have lots of work! oh no! i couldnt eat today because i was too scared of messing things up on the first day of work. it totally felt like my first day of work there! but its actually my fifth month!haha! ahhh! now im scared of going back to work tmr...boo:( i hope i dont screw up this week........okok,the WORST PART IS.....my mom has started nagging me to pick out clothes for work, like what she was doing a few minutes ago. my colleagues gave me an advice to dress up a little, put on a little make-up to make myself look more presentable..so i told the mom and she has been nagging me to find a DRESS to wear...since when does presentable=dress??!! that scheming mother, trying to get me in those wrappy things...AND my colleague forwarded a brochure to me for some make-up course!haha! and im thinking, yeah, maybe i should give 'presentable' a shot....so,huge sigh.....im going to miss all the slacks if i decide to go with presentable.......think think think..

university........that will be on hold. anyways, im learning alot of stuff at work and im really thrilled about it! no more lecture notes or whatever, because i have to look up all the terminology myself! it feels nice and i feel like im in uni!haha..Oil Methodology and Specifications, thats what im reading now! loads and tonnes of words, but i shall try and pick up stuff here and there..heee:) no picturesssss, boo!

no matter what, i shall try and do my best! every wrong can be right, right? shall keep that in mind.

ok, off to bed. its 10pm bedtime today because im extremely brain-dead.

loves! byeee!

hello munchiessss!

this weekend was kinda boringgg. not much going out and not much of doing anything. im such a boring person. just the usual tv, church, jap class and the net. hmm, boring. let me tell you about my jap class and something weird i did today.

1. jap lesson. sensei gave us another compo topic for homework. and this time, the topic is even more ridiculous. the first topic was 'Myself', easy peasy...ktv, tv,tv and more tv. and the second one was 'Singapore'..food, foreigners, horrible weather..urgh. and now.....the final compo topic "My most memorable place in Singapore" .............................................................................................?
huhhhhhhh? school? where else? due on the 28th and im totally stumped. please brainy, give me a good one..haha! today's lesson was crazily exhausting..three major sentence structures all in a day...im sure my whole class felt as tired as i was. one week to rest and we'll be back to the konnichiwassss, anddddd yeah right, like i can get proper rest. sigh.

2. whats that weird thing? so i was so tired, i fell asleep just now! at 6pm. haha..thats something new, i would have been hooked on the telly on normal days. heee. talking about sleep, i said i would tell you if i fell asleep in 1 min. haha! thats so not possible, i think. well i didnt..was about 5mins before i was swimming in dreamland. yup, i can fall asleep in 5 mins with these following conditions:
-if im in my own bed of course, if its not my bed, i can stay awake for ONE DAY. yup, i can.
-when im sparkling clean.
-and only when i'm in an airconditioned room.
high expectations? yep, i treasure sleeptime alot. my best time of the day, i think. cant make up my mind between this, tv time, daydreaming time.....hmmmm....

3. lessons i wanna take up:
-piano lessons
-dance lessons
where am i going to find the money and time?! i need to save up for my holiday and i cant find the extra time in the weekends. i've got to sacrifice lots of sleep time and family time for extra lessons and im not sure if i wanna miss out on sleep or family..since my weekdays are totally taken up by work. oh life is miserable. and im boring because i cant manage my time.

4. i've been listening to these oldies recently and i really miss the good old band days where i knew how to play an instrument. 'Moon River' is now playing in my room and im so inspired and touched by it. have you guys heard it yet? its like the most beautiful song ever. literally beautiful...i cannot believe it. i love music because they cheer me up whenever im down, i swear they talk to me. i was just thinking how depressing my life is and sinking deeper and deeper when suddenly 'Que Sara Sara' comes up.

"Que Sara Sara
Whatever will be, will be,
The future's not ours to see,
Que Sara Sara"

i feel better already... because its true, whatever will be, will be. yay, tomorrow will be a better day. thanks to que sara sara. haha!

loves to you, loves to the animals and loves to mother nature.

and thanks to a british lady who hooked herself from a ceiling to protest against Shark Finning. i forgot her full name, shall remember to thank her properly tomorrow.

till tomorrow!byebye!

hello! a new name for my blog! hows that?!

findchelsea.blogspot.com

im so loving it! heeee:)
anyways, i took 7 hours fixing this up nicely. SEVEN HOURS! from 7pm to 2am! (ok, i had breaks in between, but so what? im so tired now i can fall asleep in 1 min. i will let you know if i did tmr.) ok, i actually wanted to change a name for my blog, because 'punkshit' is seriously, come on, getting too childish for me. then i was wondering how i was to keep all my past entries in the new address, change a new url and put up the link at punkshit to link everyone here. so that alone took me awhile....trying many solutions but not getting it right...UNTIL, my brain started working and gave me the brightest solution ever. thanks brainy.

here are the new additions:
-i've added new gadgets, as blogger likes to call them..and they are quite entertaining.
-a new picture, a jaguar. i was at the zoo on wednesday, and took nice pictures with my new camera. if i'm not wrong, this picture was taken by the sister.
-a new song, by perry como. this song is sweet to the max esp the last part where he sees a hundred yellow ribbons round the old oak tree from his sweetheart. the song is about a man who just finished his time in prison and is now returning home, hoping for his sweetheart to welcome him back by asking her to tie a yellow ribbon round the old oak tree. sweet, totally.
-new tagboard because my hard disk just crashed and i couldnt get back all the codes. haha.. poor hard disk and poor me!

ok, i need to get to bed now! i need my sleep!
remember to update this blog link yeah..i almost typed punkshit a few times myself! haha!

findchelsea.blogspot.com

easy peasy! bye!
Loves!

give me 10 good reasons why you wont want to go to the Great Barrier Reef, and i will give you the crown for Most Boring Person Alive.

i still cant get over aussie. SIGH. GET OVER IT!

for aussie, i need money.
for money, i need to work.

all for you aussie, im going to work my butt off. resolution made.

hi, im at work again. and this time im all alone in the office!
awesome! i shall be quick because the boss just went out to grab some sandwich and she will be back soon! she walks super duper fast i swear!

monday blues? not really...the weather was really good this morning (yup, it was gloomy but i like gloomy!) it was cooling and relaxing so it really did cheer up monday blues. ahaha!

and omg! this haircut is turning me into a dumb blondieeee..hahaha..i feel stupid. more updates tonight if im free because the boss is back. why is she sooooo fast???!!!

LOVES!

my unfinished post, enjoy!

----START OF 24th AUG post----
hello!
the weekend has been rather fulfilling!haha! here i am typing, hoping to get some sleep because..........it is raining! but noooo, i cant sleep because i havent showered and...its 6.30pm, a little too late to get some nap. i shall wait till 10pm before hitting the sheeeets! haha.
i didnt get to do much exercise this weekend, although i did some dancing. haha! we had natsu matsuri yday and it was great! the weather was bad, so all the performances and bon odori were held indoors at the sports hall.....brilliant atmosphere but it was kinda smelly because we cant wear shoes in the sports hall..haha! all the smelly feet from the soaked feet. hmm..this year we had rosy, clara, diy and the sister in the natsu party and they were allll awesome company! though rosy and diy did fell sick during the event...please get well soon lovelies! rest moreee!
oooh, i got my haircut! bangs bangs bangs...ahahaha..will wait for the sis to upload the pics to show show show......im too lazy to upload..ahaha! she's the dilligent one.
----END OF 24th AUG POST----

hello jello!hahaha!

another short post for you little miss pretty blog.
the boss is out for lunch and there is only one colleague in the office...soooo hopefully no one comes back soon so i can write this short entry in peace.

yup, i mentioned evening cycling in the previous entry, well i accomplish that last evening..got home and the mom was cooking dinner...changed into slacks..went downstairs to the void deck and cycled maybe about 20 rounds (the route is super short, so 20 rounds is nothing.....dont think too highly of me!!HAHA!) i didnt want to stop, but i changed the gear too fast and the chain came loose....SIGH, i decided to stop and went back home to fix the chain..haha..same thing tonight hopefully, although i had planned to get a haircut......the mommers is going to the salon today so i thought i wanted to tag along but...i prefer giving up the haircut to a nice bonding session with the siblings....they are the real clowns. hahaha! we always end up laughing like hyenas on the way back home, its so amazing. hahaha!

ohoh...yday i told you my boss scolded me....she didnt really, just implied. haha.. she wanted to know what i've learnt so far so i showed her....but she came over to my table so fast i wasnt able to close the wikipedia page i was on....so part of it was showing while i showed her what i do everyday.....and guess what wiki page i was reading? hahaha.. the wikipedia page on SQUIDS. haha..thinking back...it must have looked really stupid. hahaha..SQUIDSSSS.....why couldnt it have been shipping or some cute animal.....SQUID....oh man.........this bit is going to drive me nuts with laughter in future. haha!

and what else......ah yes....my mom is funny, she went to buy 4D just now and she bought a number for me..ahhaha..the number sounds really lucky to me by the way...so hopefully i will be able to win!i need a holiday now!!!YAY!! wish me luck everyone, or if you can, transfer some luck to me today! YAHOOOOO.....5000 bucks, come to mooooooomy!!!!HAHAH!

ooohh, come let me share something disgusting...ahaha! my face is nuts......its so pimply now...i feel like i have some diseaseeee....there are red spots everywhere and eeeewwww..disgusting....cant believe im even out at work..for days like this i wish that i do not have work and can stay at home to nurse those little pores...ahaha! just hoping the new cream will work for me. i need luck here too..come come, donate your luck!haha!

ok, back to work....wednesday is about over soon, awesome! friday friday hurry!!! heeeeee:)

LOVES!

hello miss little pretty blog,

i told you i will update you about my exercising weekend. this weekend was a total failure! and absolute happiness. i did not go running :(((boohoo, i only went for about 6 rounds of cycling at the void deck.....

saturday was jam packed. morning visit to the hosp with the sis for checkup and afternn lunch/dinner with rosy and candy. brilliant chit-chat session and it was then where we realised that our following monday will be free and planned for the brilliant outing. HAHA.

sunday...could have slept in later but the mother wanted to try out the new bike. i was dead beat after sat night's outing but still managed to pull myself out because i wanted to try out my new bike too. ohoh....i didnt get the chance to try my new bike before this because the tyre was punctured!i have no idea how it happened so the repair guy only came by to fix it on saturday..yes...and i cycled about 6 rounds, that was it. sad, maybe i will try cycling every evening.

monday was great staying at home. and having fun!

ok, bye! boss scold already!!DIE!

it IS the olympic influence.

i went and got myself a new bike! haha! more evening exercises then...cycling round the neighbourhood. haha!

and....i think i may have gotten a idea what i wanna do from now on. for now, i've got to work hard and learn what i can learn in the brilliant oil industry. save some money for the university. :) im coming!

no more blogging during work, boss is back and she's always walking around! ahhhh! bye!

hello!

brilliant weekend for me. here's my entry.

1. running.
had the sudden urge on friday to go running and decided to follow the dad on his saturday morning run at 6am! OMGOMG! haha, got you there! OF COURSE, i did not wake up at 5am to go running, i woke up at 9am! and started the jog with the sister who felt faint halfway through and we had to turn back. so, i thought of making up for the run on sunday morning instead. but, i didnt do it in the morning. it was only till 4.45pm that i decided i had nothing else to do, and went for the run myself. i plugged on the pod, put on those pretty nikes and went for a jog around my neighbourhood. it was awesome, running by myself. i felt like i havent ran in 10 years, only a few minutes into it and i wanted to stop, but no, pushed myself really hard and went on around the neighbourhood till i came back to the void deck. proud of myself i really am. i think i may be up for it again next week, i will let you know. haha! i also had to breathe in lots of fumes from the cars and people smoking just now and i felt sick, like i could choke! i should find another route next time round. :) im so crazy over running now im even looking at the nike10km run....but, the registration is now closed and come on... i CANNOT run 10km in one day. haha..its a killer, i went to calculate and it is a total of 25 rounds of the stadium! OMG.nike is mad. haha!

2. furniture.
mom the workaholic shifted the furniture here and there this weekend and i unwillingly had to clear up my table and room, blahblah. first, she shifted our 'library' outside into the living room and i, who love the books very very much, couldnt stand the sight of the books messed up so i arranged them a little, to make them a little presentable. she then got a crazy ugly set of small cupboard and wanted to put them in my room! i told her, no! that thing is not going into my room, 110% NO! and it is now a shoerack around the front door area. i took the chance to take out all my pretty shoes which were in the previous shoerack, being stepped on by other messed up shoes..and i arranged them nicely into the new shoerack, taking care not to dirty the other shoes. great job well done. i didnt leave it at that, i went on to pack my study table, computer table, display table, display cabinet and arranged everything so neat as if it were fit for the king!HAHA!

3. ahh, tv.
watched a little of the telly, not much, but enough to make me happy. olympics was awesome, opening ceremony was great, was surprised at how much effort the chinese did for this, but yeah the olympic flame was my favourite part, the last runner up in the air, 'running' on the scroll towards the cauldron that was supposed to hold the flame. it was really good.
i was also watching great ocean adventures on animal planet and came across a super duper interesting fact. in Churchill, Manitoba, Canada (i think its this place because i cant really remember, too many shows.)the locals do not lock the doors of their cars because they live in a town where polar bears and bears are like the locals and they walk about anywhere they want. if any locals (the local humans) went to their nearby convenience store to get some snacks and is just about heading home, turns a corner and finds a bear charging towards him/her, the unlock cars serve as a shelter to protect themselves from the hungry animals! that is, if they are lucky enough to find a car next to them. haha..interesting huh! they are so nice, i wanna live there.

4. national day in church.
we had to sing the national anthem at the end of mass......? like wehhh? hahaha! hilarious!
happy national day! happy 43rd birthday singapore! when everyone sings the national day songs, they give me goosebumps. nice feeling goosebumps. :)))))

5. For Bernie Mac. goodbye funny man!
read it on yahoo news and couldnt help but feel a real pity for the world. the same for steve irwin, heath ledger and estelle getty. even though i just know them through the telly, i feel sad that there wont be anymore shows with them in it. their deaths are so real and so weird i have a difficulty describing how i feel. an ex-colleague of mine also recently passed away and it seems that there are more and more death occurences when you are much older compared to when you were younger and the sadness now is much more than when you were a kid. i must try my best not to take living for granted and need to thank god for keeping my family and myself so safe and sound. for bernie mac and everyone else, may they have a peaceful time in heaven.

ok, im heading off to bed now, have work tmr............sigh.

gd night!
loves!

hello, hello, hello.

say hello to the wonderful friday sun and sky and clouds and sea and roads and buses and people and ETC.

fridays are brilliant, everyone is happier on fridays and everyone is more slack on fridays. its now 2.14pm and not even half of the office is back from lunch! hahaha! the power of FRIDAYS.

its so sad fridays gets all the love and attention and all mondays and the rest of the days get is ...............nothing. haha! poor things.

i had soooo much to blog about this morning. but then i was busy reading news and clearing emails and whatnot, so i couldnt and now, i dont remember what i wanted to blog about. beh. sitting next to me now is a pile of reports waiting to be filed...and i wanted to do it earlier, but i expected the colleagues to be having a super duper longggggg lunch, so i shall do it soon after i finish this entry. hahaha!

oh great, great timing. colleague is back. gotta run!aahahaha!!!
fridays are pretty lucky huhh!AHAHAHAHA!!!

happy friday to you!

heyyyy,

how did you like my gorilla pictures huhh..beautiful yeah? haha..according to cnn.com, they found more species of gorillas in congo, a total of 125,000 more gorillas! thats good! more balance in the genes and more hope for their future. i really hope the poaching wont increase because there are more gorillas. hmmm...our poor animals.

i wanna do volunteer work! maybe with an organisation that's got to do with animal conservation. but i was thinking maybe the zoo will be a good place too? i hate to be in dirty places, so im going to try hard to overcome that habit....and then i can help! i cant imagine myself getting all dirty and muddy...haha!

i was in the bus with mommers to work today and she was reading 'Today'..there was an article about a baby girl abandoned in india, because she was born to a surrogate mother and her parents are going through a divorce. really, the nerve of some people..............where are their morals? ok, she's not really abandoned, i think the biological dad will still be adopting her but under indian law, a male cannot adopt a female baby. there are more details about it in the papers, but of course, im too lazy to be typing all of that down. whats irritating is that the mother (she's not the real mom, they took another lady's egg,fertilised it with the biological dad's sperm and she carried the baby.) doesnt want the baby...... shouldnt she have the responsibility of adopting the baby? just because the baby isnt hers, does she really have the right to abandoned it? true, she may be a single mum and may get despised by society....but what if the baby grows up an orphan and kids humiliate her for having no family? i hope the dad adopts the baby!

i woke up this morning...thought it was friday and was smiling sleepily....but then i suddenly realise..........its a thursday. ahhhhhh..damn it. haha.. tmr tmr, i will be smiling all day!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CANDY, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDY SWEETS!
LOVES!

aw man, the money bug hits me again!

haha, i was travelling to work as usual yeah and there on the road calling out to me, were the beautiful mercedes benz...and i thought to myself..no one ever got a merc just by looking at it, they all had to ride the train, be like sardines, before they got to the cars...unless your daddy is doing oil, then its a totally different storyyy..and then the whole thing led me back to work.............how i should carry on slogging because there would be one day (in future)where i will be able to have a million bucks in my bank. and i will be so proud of it.....it's something i want to achieve in my life, 1 million bucks! ok, time to bring the hope back down again, no high hopes.......haha! and then also while walking, a quote came into my mind: "i make my own future".......AHAHAHAHAHAHA...i know its a quote, but i dont know where that came from......kinda got me thinking..and laughing at the same time why that kind of quote surfaced in my brain at 8.20am.AHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!

so, to extend or not to extend? that is the question. i shall try not to be troubled over this....after all, there are more things to be troubled about...LIKE....i just read straits times and there's an article on the illegal hunting of gorillas...they showed a picture of gorillas tied up (i think they are dead, because they look so still)...and in the background, loads of locals from i dont know where, im assuming they are the ones who caught the gorillas. and if im not wrong, they caught the silverback, which is usually the head of the group. here's a picture.


the leader is called the silverback because their backs are greyish white. this silverback is soooo huge!


and this guy, cant really tell if he is a silverback but he sure has the look. "why so serious?" AHAHAHAHA!! remember where that quote came from?

AND, they found a croc near pasir ris! omg! so exciting!haha! and they say it might be a saltwater croc! omg, its supposed to be huge and aggressive! as studied from crocodile hunter..but it will be really cool to have a salty here..dont know what the reserve people are going to do to it...hopefully, release it back into the wild and not keep them in the zoo!

ok, too much time here, back to work. old boring work. beh.

loves!

oh i hate it when i regret extending work.

here i am, so tired and sleepy because i didnt have enough sleep..wishing that i could be in bed now, sleeping happily and waking up to a quiet house..

in the train so crowded and squeezy, i wished i didnt have to work and could go out shopping in the noon instead...and not running to work like sardines in the morning.

at work, where some insane people come in at 8.45am and start doing work, makes me wanna turn them into some juice because they make me feel guilty for surfing facebook at this time.

oh, when will i ever learn, why is it always in the middle where i will feel sick and tired of work and when month end comes, i will be thinking of money....noooo......i hate it. i have 18 more days of work and i dont know if i will be extending again......i mean..its good experience...right?

help!
i hate myself.
hurry hurry singing therapy.

i have nothing to do at work now, besides starign at my screen and smelling the duck rice my colleagues are eating.urgh, i feel like vomiting.

jk rowling's the beetle and the bard will be released for sale in december.
yessssaaaaa! according to msn.com, amazon and bloombury will be printing 100,00 copies of the book. i hope they are available in singapore, if not, it is time to flash the debit card!haha. yay!

ok, back to daydreaming. im so bored.

good morning sunshine, the earth says hello!

its 1st aug and im at work. yup, i've extended my stay at my current temping company. just couldnt resist it. both the money and the experience. who knew i would fall in love with boring dirty oil?haha..end of aug, i will be gone, i think. HAHA! ok, update update.

boss is not in office today, think many people will be coming in around 10.....
(EDIT: not really, its 9.03 and there are already 5 people in the office, out of about 11...thats not bad right? people in the oil industry really take their time seriously...every second counts!haha!)when the internet is down for only a few seconds, they get all cranky and keeps calling for the IT people.....its quite irritating sometimes, BUT, you cant blame them. every second is equals to a million bucks! thats what i've learnt here. HAHAHAHA! and...my company's annual bonus is coming up, everyone is soooo excited here...BONUS! unfortunately, i wont be getting one.....boohoooo..ok, moving onnn..

1. japanese exam this sunday!
omg! i started writing my notes only yesterday (Thursday). i think i will be in alot of trouble if i dont continue writing them. japanese is soooooo difficultttt..boooo....ahhhhhh! ganbarimasu ne!

2. korean wave.
ahhh, this current obsession.......i love koreans now! its funny how my sister doesn't have the same interest as me, but her friends do!haha! in sec sch, it was the japanese phase, and now in poly, its korean.... she complains that her friends (both in sec sch and poly)speak the same 'fangirl' language as me everyday! AHAHAHAA!!!pearlynn ang is a LOSSSERRRRR, go become a korean! and sungmin is so cute! OMG!

3. damn it....i went up to edit my third paragraph and i forgot what i wanted to put here......beh. im going to die forgetting who i am...someone save me!haha!

4. harry potter trailer.
watched it again. wonderful!ahahahahahaahhahahaahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah! YAHOO!


and here's what i need at the mo:
1. an awesome holiday
2. kbox! OHHHHH, i wanted to write about kbox at point number 3!ahah!how could i have forgotten that?AHAHA.......so i have been craving it...AGAIN. not healthy. kbox buddies, let's go!

oh gosh, im tired of typing already. i shall just leave now. haha..

byeeeee, loves!

omg!

this movie will be so good, im not going to use fancy words to describe it.
here's the teaser trailer to harry potter and the half blood prince.
you will love it, wanna bet on it?

http://www.firstshowing.net/2008/07/29/must-watch-first-harry-potter-and-the-half-blood-prince-teaser-trailer/

go check out the trailer. omgosh, it is so good..........its going to hit box office highest. haha!

BRILLIANT, TOTALLY BRILLIANT.

thanks to ally for the link! i just had to post it.........im a harry potter fan!
AHAHAHA!

WATCH WATCH!

i never believed the saying that you will get a tummyache when you are angry...but now we all should.

i am fuming mad!
My stupid fan is spoilt! it was still working properly yesterday but it just died...?i dont understand, so i went to open it up...it gave me a hell lot of trouble. it just wouldnt open! what the heck, i started to hit it...and now my hand hurts. URGH. after opening it, i realised the freaking thing thats making the fan move.....is too tight...........tell me how the hell can i fix it? i asked the stupid dad if i could add oil..he said no....and then i asked what can i do....he answered:"you cannot put the oil"......like shit, you are not answering the damn question are you? how stupid. so now, im stuck with my mum's fan, a smaller fan.......i am so mad right now, my tummy hurts! argggghhhhhhh!

let's make this blog entry the mad entry.

i never understand why people do things so fast! walk so fast! rush for this and that................arent we just overworking ourselves? today i was waiting for the shuttle bus to get to cityhall station, going home. the queue was quite long and the bus took quite awhile. the mother complained....she said:"i'ld rather walk." i told her:"they dont give you bus, you complain, they give you bus, you also complain........just wait patiently...." tell me i'm right...because you do not have another good arguement against that. cant we all just wait patiently for something? isnt it supposed to be good to appreciate the things which you have been waiting for? why have we taken it for granted? i always believe that when someone is hungry, when they finally can eat, they will be happiest. but no, we dont feel that anymore, because we dont want to wait for food, we want it straight away! same thing for toys.....why do kids play with their toys once and throw them aside the next day? because they do not appreciate that little thing which they got soooo easily just by screaming at the stupid parents.

tell me how i can be soooo mad about such stupid things............im clearly just clearing everything from my angry brain right now. urgh, im so angry. i wish i have anger management classes.

Stop being angry!



i drew fat chumps to cheer myself up. i have been drawing chumps since this morning because i was bored at work.

urgh, im going off to watch videos!
bye!

THE 15th JULY POST.
which i wrote halfway and went to watch tv and then decided to continue the next day. :)

hello!

2 days down, 12 more days to go!

Nope, not my birthday...but the end of work! yay!
oh i cant wait for work to be over.

i stayed home today. woke up and felt pain on my back, crap im dying. decided it was excuse enough to text the boss and asked to be off for the day. i went back to sleep and it was great! sleeping till 10.30am is wonderful beyond awesome..i was a happy girl after waking up. it used to be 12noon when i would wake up and feel happy, but now, after waking up at 6 for the past few months, i am easily contented with 10.... heeheeeeee. i spent the day watching tv and surfing the net....didnt feel like doing anything else besides these because they are what i miss most! ever since i started work. pain is still there in the back, and i have no idea what is causing it. it will hurt whenever i turn or move my hand.....i would hate to be sick, so im hoping just a mild flu will be it...it's now 7 and in about 3 hrs time, it will be the supposed bedtime.......let me sleep at 10 todayyyy! i will need the energy tomorrow! sigh, going back to work makes me feel sick.

i had a craving for word search today....HAHA!NOT FOOD! OMG! yeah word search, haven been searching for words for a long time...and i couldnt find my little word search book...i must be really obessesed with puzzles because right at this moment, just after typing, "i couldnt find my little word search book..." SUDOKU and TEXT TWIST appeared in my head!haha! shall go play later..if im not lazy...

OK, END OF 15th JULY POST.
now for 16th JULY.

yessa! 3 days down! omg, i cant wait to stay at home and rest! watch tv and go out playing and shopping and singing! i cant wait!

today i learnt ALOT during work. my colleague explained alot of oil terms to me! PLUS, i was quite free today because he was too busy and didnt teach me for six straight hours...AND, we just installed a water dispenser in the company and i think i feel happy because i dont have to be dehydrated anymore!haha! during the learning, i suddenly realise i should create a blog for myself, called: the learning journal! it is where i will list out all the new things i learn everyday so that i can refer to them in future or just for fun's sake! good idea huh? i think i shall go create it! yay!

here's something for you:

DID YOU KNOW?
That in crocodile eggs and some turtle eggs, the gender is determined by temperature? low temperature usually produce males and high temperatures produces females. some zoos use this method to breed a balance number of crocs and turtles!


Ok, now, this video below is awesome! shows some of discovery's great programs and celebs coming together to sing a song. well, each of them just sing one line. and it makes a good video, very inspirational and nice...to see discovery doing its best to help promote world love! please watch and enjoy!

I love the world by The Discovery Team



ok, i must get going to bed now! i wish i had more time to read more about my animals. there are so much i want to know! and i just realised i havent created my learning journal! ahhh! maybe tomorrow!haha! till tomorrow, please keep mother nature, our animal friends and everyone in your prayers!

Love,
Chelsea! Bye!

To Ally:
Omg, i couldnt sleep because of you last night. i was blog-surfing and was reading your bintan post when i got to the scary encounter part! i freaked out like mad and scrolled dwn to the end but the ending was still part of the scary encounter and i immediately closed the window. it was around 12mn then......and everyone was asleep! i wanted to switch off the comp and sleep straight away BUT i had the sudden urge to PEE!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!! i paced my bedroom a few times deciding if i should step out into the darkness to go to the loo and i took quite some time! then i decided to continue to blog-surf until about 1am when i would have forgotten about the scary stuff i read... BUT NO.......it was still stuck in my head, those few sentences and finally, i didnt go to the loo, i just went straight to bed. i was damn lucky not to have peed in my bed ally!!!!HAHAHAHA!! :D

To Benson:
Oi you, because of the elephants, i decided to change my blog layout!haha! i spent about 1 hr cleaning up this layout ok! haha! beh..


YAY! my little blog has been revamped! beautiful huh? cute! sweet and refreshing! i cleaned up the links a little, deleted those that are gone and re-linked some of the old sites. i added a picture
at the side, just above 'About Me' and im absolutely loving it. i would want to be in a kayak and have a great white swimming towards me...(CALMLY, NOT AGGRESSIVELY!) haha! getting a close up of a great white, with me behind a cage would be my best achievement ever, if i ever have the guts to do that! i also came up with a few 'about me' sentences! haha, i usually wont be bothered to do that, but.....i was sooo into the whole layout i decided to punch in those few lines. hope its gets you laughing, smiling, anything that makes you happy!haha! ohoh! i'm also about to add in a song after this post! haha, have been crazy over one funny korean song for quite some time now and thought of sharing it..haha! please enjoy. :)))

Alright, after leaving those messages for the little friends, im good to continue with my own blog entry for the day. haha!

this morning:
i was on the train to work in my grumpy sleepy mood, because i didnt have enough sleep! (hemhem! ALLY!) and in front of me there was a china man..he must have been lost because he turned to the man next to him and asked him for directions, in chinese, to a place i couldnt hear. halfway while speaking, the man he was asking said in english: "i can't speak mandarin." i turned and looked at him, chinese (perhaps singaporean) man alright. so the china man very politely said thanks and turned to another chinese man on his other side to ask for directions and TO MY ULTIMATE HORROR (sorry, please pardon the use of composition phrases! haha!), the other guy said he couldnt speak mandarin too! OMG, the world has turned upside down! and here we were writing in to papers saying that chinese workers in restaurants and other work places couldnt speak english. hello? they didnt have to learn english in school! we are different.......it is a MUST to take english and a second language in school! and judging by the fact that both men were chinese and they look singaporean to me, HOW CAN THEY NOT KNOW HOW TO SPEAK MANDARIN? who are the disgraceful ones now huh? poor china guy, he said thanks again and didnt ask anybody else for directions.......i wished i could help him. perhaps i would have TRANSLATED the conversation into english for the two shameful men who doesnt know their roots. beh. so not healthy to forget your roots...tsk tsk.


i wanted to write alot more stuff today because i thought about ALOT of stuff during work, but.....being lazy me, my brain has gotten very used to hibernating and restarting by itself every few hours and i have forgotten what i wanted to post about. boohoo.............but, i kind of feel the mood of writing again.haha..so lets hope i keep that motivation inside of me and keep writing..and updating so that this blog wont get too bored without my presence! HAHA!

okie dokes!
nothing about animals today because i havent done much research (HAHA!SOUND SMART ONLY!)okok!

good night and goodbye! hopefully i can sleep well tonight and get to the loo before i get scared out of my pants!haha!

LOVES!

hello, here's a look at how many rhinos there are left in the world.

Southern White Rhinoceros : 14, 500
Near Threatened.

Northern White Rhinoceros: 4
Critically Endangered.

Four?!!!!!only four subspecies left..... how are we going to save them? we cant do anything to stop the poachers! it will be four sharks left next time, when everyone continues to drink shark fin's soup!

Black Rhinoceros: 3600
Critically Endangered.

Indian Rhinoceros: 2500
Endangered.

Javan Rhinoceros: 60
Critically Endangered.

humans and our nasty habits. get your filthy legs off the rhino.

Sumatran Rhinoceros: 275
Critically Endangered.

so..those are the numbers...i cant believe they are about to be extinct in our times...they are dying due to habitat loss and mostly poaching! we need to teach the poachers how they can make money from other businesses besides poaching. we cannot wait till they are gone before we start to treasure them.

please pray for the poachers and the animals of the world.
STOP POACHING! SAVE THE ANIMALS!

My First Animal Insect Rescue.

HAHA! i rescued a spider on saturday, in church! it was sitting on some lady's hair and i was staring at it the whole time in church, wondering if it was a spider or some spec of dust. when mass was ending, my sis saw it move and then we realised it was a spider!haha! so then we wanted to rescue it.....we got a sheet of tissue from the mother and started discussing how to go about removing it from the lady's head! haha...so naughty to be soooo inattentive in church! but anywhos, mass was ending anyways..we waited for mass to end and i asked the aunty not to move...she looked at me like 'WHY WHY??' and i told her there was something on her head..haha!! and she turned over and i got the spider to climb onto the tissue........ok, i was freaking out like shit becauseeeeee...it is a spider! OMG, A MUST-KNOW FACT ABOUT SPIDERS: ALL SPIDERS ARE VENOMOUS! INCLUDING THE DOMESTIC ONES! HAHA! BET YOU DIDNT KNOW THAT! but usually the domestic ones are more docile, more quiet and more afraid of humans! haha..now you know more about spiders than before!haha! ok, so the spider climbed onto the tissue i was holding and i walked out of church and released it onto the grass patch.......awwwwwww....my first insect rescue! im so proud of myself...even though it was just a spider!haha... steve irwin's presence was in me huhh!!hahaha!!!sorry, over-doing it..HAHA! ok, i shall move on to rescuing other little creaturessssss.....provided i can do it..my hand was freezing cold after releasing the spider..whewwwww....

the weekend was alright, i watched two movies online and hated the quality..i asked for it huh...weekends are always a little boring because i spend too much time sleeping...and not going out...i also had jap class to go to.....jap class has been getting more difficult, i think i will have difficulty passing this time round....sensei set us another compo writing and this time, the topic is SINGAPORE.......hahaha...what the hell can i write about singapore? i have to think hard about it. have already gotten quite bored of jap....(NOOOOOO....) but yeah, really, its getting tooooooo difficult...japanese people are soooo clever, the sentence structures are soooooo complicateddd....how can they ever understand them?????? behhhh...

so...its sunday....there's work tmr...........but i have fourteen days left to go! i shall work hard and earn the money i deserve to get! and then i shall go off and have fun for a few days before returning to looking for work. i want to get some good experience in a production house, or in the media industry so that i will keep that dream going.....there are lots of many things i wanna do too...i have to figure out what i really really want...and that's a seriously difficult thing to do...sigh....

ok, its damn 10pm and i havent showered! NO! i need to sleep to prepare for the monday blues...............boohoo blues.

i hope work will be alright tomorrow.

gogo chelsea!

gogo everyone!

gogo gadget!HAHAHA!!

LOVES! bye!

Places i need to visit before i die:

1. london - top priority!
2. japan - second top!
3. ireland - perhaps find a leprechaun?
4. scotland - and try on the kilt!
5. paris - climb to 'ze top of 'ze eiffel tower
6. prague - bartimaues.........haha!
7. US - OMG, LAS VEGAS BABY! got influenced by the movie, 21. hot dude!
8. switzerland - for such an elegant name, i want to see what the place is like...
9. greece - for the clear sea/lake
10. finland - visit santa
11. hawaii - the surfer dudes! and maybe the sharks..
12. new zealand - for the sheep! and the shire...and the migrating whales!
13. rome - to visit the pope and experience mass mass!hahaha!! MASS MASS!

and i've been to aussie and korea...i want to go visit these two places before i get old and die too!

today is thursday, tomorrow is friday....im so sick of work..anddddd.....i hope 1st aug comes quick.

LOVES!
to the people around me and to those who are in australia..

and to the animals..and to mother nature!

and of course to the big important man up in the clouds...

HAHA!


toodles!

mondays suck, like shit. work suck, like shit.

i was really tired at work today and everyone bloody gave me more work, STUPID. i got more angry throughout the day and started throwing and banging things about.......i decided to leave at 6 sharp but then at 6 i realised i havent done ONE SHITTY SHIT, so i went off to do it...........and left the office at 6.05. and guess what, just bloody 5 mins and the mother couldnt wait.......gave me an irritated tone on the phone and went off without me, that idiot. in the end, i still met her at the bustop.......how dumb can people get, idiots. she walks like she can die walking slowly.......STUPID........no wonder singaporeans are dying early....work harder.....go on..work harder, everyone wants to die right? too much work right? work harder stupid.....URGH, i am soooo angry...........................


when you are angry, you think more about the things you cant have and others can and it is bloody shit sinful...........because then you tend to blame EVERYONE for the things you cant have.............


for example, you tend to think the world is soooooo unfair.....imagine this, you are RICH and FAMOUS, and people who wants to get into your good books offers you free stuff, like free concerts, musicals, free trips............and when you are poor and dirty, you remain that way.....poor and dirty.......yuck, this unfairness.

but, when you are not angry, you usually have the 'smart alec' logic running in your brain which tells you to work harder and earn more filthy money................oh where is this world going to?

and when you are super pissed and just typing out everything you think of........you dont make sense at alll.......oh shit.....i hate my life..........ok, i admit, its been rather good.....BUT.......can i make it better? can i change my stupid life around? will i like it when its a different one from now?


i need to earn money and retire soon, i dont think i can stand working for the rest of my pathetic life.


working drains the life away from me......i dont feel happy and good when im working...tell me how i can earn money when i hate working because it doesnt makes me happy...........................so.....the conclusion is......the world is really unfair...............

if you like to work, then no arguement needed......you can earn the money you get from being happy.....how am i supposed to find something i like?????????? perhaps...............the final answer boils down to laziness...........yeah maybe....thats why i hate work......






oh i hate it when im not happy. i need it to rain.......................................




i want to write a book. those books which sounds very smart and have all adults reading it because they are curious. a book with titles like:
i am 35 and my life is BORING..............


shit, i hate work.

yoohoo!

i've been a healthy kid! haha!

my mum recently got super health-conscious and has taken to cooking dinner for the past few days!haha! yummy, i know there's still the fast-food and unhealthy food addiction in me, but ...im getting there..(NO PURE VEGES TOO, DONT WANT TO GO THERE AT ALL, SORRY ROSY AND JOJO!HAHA!) haha, as long as she keeps cooking my favourite dish: minced meat with potato! whoa heavenly, the huge bowl of gravy and potato and minced meat with no smelly smell! BUT, you know what, i dont think she will be that bothered to cook for the rest of her life, she will prolly go on for about 1 more month and then she will stop...haha! im so not filial, to talk about the mom like that. today, we had steamed fish, some vege and semi-fried dumplings. i swear my mum will go vegetarian soon!haha!

OK, WORK.

today was horrible....taking leave on friday was not a very good idea. you suddenly realise that over the weekend, you forgot to send out cheques and they are now OVERDUE! OMIGOSH, HOW? and EVERYONE is ALWAYS busy on mondays, so the bosses cant sign the cheques for you to send them out today and now they are WAY OVERDUED! haha! let's all pray that i can get them all done tomorrow! plus, there are FIVE new staff into the office tomorrow..how am i going to survive like this? oh my goodness......just thinking of work makes me weak and faint. haha..tomorrow will be a good day! (LIAR...)

SINGING TIME.

after the super long singing session on thursday, i still feel the itch to singsingsing! what is wrong with me. quick quick hurry hurry..let 1st aug come quick so i can go for some more singing.

aw crap, it was raining just now...and because i love sleeping during the rain..i wanted to hurry shower and climb into my bed...BUT........heaven made it such a short rain. BOO :( that's why i'm here to talk about how healthy i am!haha! i am so happy to be healthy, i hope that everyone be healthy too!


before i go, let me share something: Westlife - That's Life
" I thought of quitting, baby, but my heart just ain't gonna buy it
And if I didn't think it was worth one single try
I'd jump right on a big bird and then I'd fly"

the last line is my favourite...i love the whole song, its so inspirational and cheerful!

alright, now off to bed i go!haha!

LOVES!

hello!

i've just had 7 straight hours of singing a couple of hours back. it's a record!
i've never felt so tired, drained, weak and happy at the same time before!haha! it was really good.
i shall do it again..after i recover from this satisfied fatigue!haha! wow, i really sang until i couldnt sing anymore! my hands were numb, i think my throat was swollen! ahaha! and i was sooo tired and sleepy! im so glad i went for this singing session. my friends are awesome..kbox buddies, we shall do it again soon! yesssaaa, mission accomplished. haha :)

so after the kbox session, i came home to sleep! i took leave today, oh happiness! haha. and...being the usual lazy bum that i am, i didnt shower! EEW! i changed into my home clothes and fell asleep on the sofa..mmm, comfy! haha! and then i was woken up by my boss! his car broke down while on the way to work and he told me to call for his servicing company to pick up his car.....haha..of all days to spoil the vehicle, disturb my sleep. i only had two hours of sleep! NO FAIR! but then, during the rest of the day, i was constantly falling asleep on the comfy sofa with the tv on, so...it's not that bad.haha! and tomorrow is saturday! YIPEES!haha..i am soooo enjoying my long weekend and NOT looking forward to next monday. beh.

sooo..i guess thats about what i wanted to blog about.haha..to tell everyone that i just went singing and is now a very happy kidd. give me a list of things you want to do and i will do it for you!haha! kbox makes the world go round!haha.

loves!
bye!

hello!

so here's my latest plan so far.
i will work for one year, earn some extra cash then take up a bank loan and fly to aussie to finish uni...it's not a 100% confirmation, usually, my plans are ALL NOT 100% true. haha, but this plan makes me feel good, keeps me motivated and gives me a direction, i like it. i have lots of doubts though, like how will i be able to leave my family behind, whether i will really get a job so quickly after i graduate or worse, what if i cant graduate? so many good things and bad things in one single issue, it tires me just thinking of them. what should i do? continue with work or go for uni?

all this thinking about uni in aussie and being independent got me thinking i would love to be able buy an apartment and live by myself, but, i realised recently that my family is everything to me. i had a terrible week without my entire family with me. i felt lost, empty and numb. i guess it was god's way of telling me not to go too far and forget my family. well, i would still like to live alone in singapore or in some other country but all i want to know is that my family is safe, sound and healthy.

so at the moment right now, i really want to see whales!haha! rosy and i were talking about going to aussie for a holiday especially now in winter, but that plan has got to wait. i was so excited while planning because i really wanted to see the whales migrating! but then again, the boat would not be even close to the whales, so....?dont know. perhaps next year! and here's a list of things i want to do before i die!haha! will be fun to share, right?

1. swim with the whale shark
2. see a great white up close (of course i will be in a cage!haha.)
3. bungee jump
4. fly to japan and london at least once
5. see my name appear below the "Directed By" on the big screen.

so, how many out of 5 do you think i will be able to achieve? i think it will only be number 4. haha!the rest are possible, but rather difficult to reach for!haha!

ok, im sleepy now. gd night!
bye!

Loves!

wow, for all the jobs i've ever taken up, i have never failed to screw things up..and i think maybe this is by far the worst? ok, i dont know...it will be on par with uip's losing the damn movie tickets...

i hate it when i screw things up, because then i get less motivated and less confident of myself. i hate it when the only consolation i can give myself is : im not cut-out to be an employee, i am to become my own boss. come on......if you screw things up badly like me, there is no other consolation..seriously..just go naturally to self-denial mode.

im currently waiting for my boss' reply to my mistake and alright, it is one consolation that she is not in front of me to kick my ass and stuff my face with chili powder..but..its bad enough. life always gets you....damn..WHY! i just feel like burying myself in my own coffin, and then not come to work at all. i wish she would reply and say: please dont come back to work tmr... it will be a blessing......

now im going to be mentally prepared whenever i have a new job because i know i will screw something up.........i suck. i am sooooo angry with myself i cannot stand it!

i hate all these working things. beh..

hello!

you know, it never really hits you how old you are getting, not even when you are blowing your 20th birthday candle or if you've just graduated from school. it's when you type a blessing for a friend who is getting married, has a car, just bought a house and yeah, getting married....and then you realise, you HAVE to be getting somewhere, not all confused or laidback and not doing any work... At the mo, i'm just nowhere... and it's not very good. gosh, this kind of reality is not good for me.

i dont think it is correct for me to be so confused about what i wanna do at this stage and age. i should have a plan by now...this phase is execution phase, where i start work and start being hardworking! no more daydreaming about fantasy jobs and what-not...i have to be down-to-earth now. what do i really want to do??

i'm really glad i read kellee's blog and realise the time i'm wasting being so laidback about everything. and i'm really really psyched for her wedding! and to the sjc-ians, her wedding will be on 9th August! National Day! she has a website set up for updates on her wedding, go take a look! it's really sweet with the awesome wedding songs playing and you get to read about how kellee and harlen met and how harlen proposed! sweet little couple!

well, i'll be praying for them and i hope to see them soon! yay!

and i'll be praying for myself too, to find what i really want to do soon...

it's a happy day because it is realisation day! haha!

Loves!

it's time like these where we feel useless.
i bet many of us are feeling so useless for not being able to help the victims of the quake and cyclone. when i saw the news on tv, it was just so heartbreaking.
it's so painful that things like these happen, how parents are holding the hands of their children under a huge concrete slab and shouting everywhere for help. how everybody is trying their best to help, and how happy everyone is to at least see a kid holding on to his/her life so strongly. after thanking god for keeping me safe, i think we should also thank god for giving us the portion of love in our hearts and helping to cultivate it. eventually, i think it's love that's going to change the world. remember to keep all the victims and everyone else in china and myanmar in your prayers!

that's love in the most beautiful form.

hello!
im back!
haha..im waiting for my hair to dry again...

TODAY!
i skipped my jap class today! because i had muscle ache!haha!
i went for jmd's anniversary bbq yesterday and decided to have fun fanning the fire.
the charcoals were soooooo useless they kept going out! so i think i fanned too hard yesterday and got the weak arms today. HAHA! had to apply muscle relaxing cream on my arms almost every 2 hours! but the cream was awesome. it was so warm and cooling, my body felt like it drank one truck full of sprite ice!haha! the bad thing is, i prolly smell like some old auntie or uncle who apply ointment everyday!haha! the cream smells exactly like MOPIKO! im about to get some cream after this post!haha!

hmmm, latest obsession?
AHNYUNG!! KOREAN MUSIC!haha! have got to thank michelle for recommending the music! have been searching for lyrics, trying to sing them, and even learning their dance!haha! obsession i say it is. "O-MONA! tell me tell me t-t-t-t-t-tell me!"
BICHOSO! PAHBO YA! SHIBA!
my favourite korean words i think. HAHAHA!!

MOTHER'S DAY!
happy happy mother's day to all mommys everywhere! mommys are the greatest! had dinner with the extended family with grandma! yeah..had some fish steamboat which was awful...i think they added every kind of herbs into the soup because it tasted sooooo chinese medicine...eeewww...didnt manage to talk with the cousins much because we were at a separate table. should be fun to organise a cousin's outing! provided im not lazy to plan!haha!

tomorrow!
wehhh, another day at work! may god let my day be good! YAY! five more days to another weekend!haha!

and in light of this rice crisis that we are facing, please remember to ask for less rice if you have a little stomach! dont waste the rice anymore! finish up your food! help to save the world! yeah!!

may god save the world,
may god save the animals,
may god keep everyone safe!

ALRIGHT HAPPY DAYS!
HAHA!

LOVVVEESSS!!

hihi!

its been so long since i've blogged.
im here to show off today!ahaha!!
just got my japanese language test results today!and i did brilliant!
was hoping for a high distinction and got exactly what i wanted. 97/100!
really proud of myself and at intermediate level too, wow!

well, i have work tomorrow.
im waiting for my hair to dry before i can doze off to dreamland on my lovely bed.
decided to blog for awhile.

many worries at the moment, expect my friends to feel the same way too.
some of us got into uni, and some of us didnt.
some of us are leaving singapore, and some are staying in singapore.
some are sure of what they want to do, and some are not that sure.

i want to do something to make a difference!
like perhaps help save a few sharks, save the world from dying earlier or something. i am so inspired by gokusen(HAHA!watched too much). she managed to change everyone in her school! i want to do that too. i shall assign myself 60 yrs to do that!ahaha!

i really want to do filming.
documentary filming! about animals! about people! occupations! reckon i'll like them.
i had fun doing those in school, now that im outside, how am i going to go about it? should start thinking of script ideas!ahaha! ROSY! need your help eh!

i want to open up a small business too!ahaha!
maybe a little concept cafe? or im sure singapore needs a shop like our photocopy shop in school! when you need to print documents when you're outside!!or if you do not have a printer! photocopy shop so handy desu!haha!
and eh-hem to the porn-video crew: if i dont manage to do everything i want in five years, we will be the new names in the porn business!AHAHAHA!!FIVE YEARS!

i want to be rich like oprah!ahaha! this is so impossible!
i want to give away cars, houses and whatever new products that arrive in bodyshop!ahaha! candy and i already have some plans for this and they are hilarious!i want to be rich and not have to work for it. i am so lazy and spoilt, i think god may punish me.

and then, i want to stay in london, swim with whale sharks, meet some famous people, keep some awesome friends, write a book, invent something and so many many more!

so many things i want to do, and i've written them down for all to see. ahh, embarassment, BUT, they will help to remind me what i want to do and hopefully i can accomplish them one at a time! for now, i think i have to get pass two more months of work to get my three months of hibernation. im still upset i didnt get to hibernate straight after school ended!ahaha!!

ok my lovelies!
keep the world and our animals safe and let's spread the love!

LOVES!

HIHI!!

working is tiring.
but...all this time working, i've been inspired to word harder for a damn good future.
i dont want to only have 54K in my bank when im 44!!
i want a car, and i want to travel like i own a bank.

i am so dead, i have work tmr and im not asleep. boo.

loves!

WHO ELSE WENT BACK TO HELP WITH THE VIDEO?!

i am so not happy.

and i dont understand.
is it even our job to do it? is it a group project?
where is the group in this? 4 people?
should i start work now so that i can throw the dirty work to other people?
i chose to take a break so i have the right to have my break.
am i enjoying my break now?
where is the sense of humility in this world?
am i credited for what i have done so far?

all these i ask myself, because why in the first place am i doing it?

i am so disgusted and not happy at all.



but i thank god for the only support i have!

SHARK FINNING

PLEASE STOP CONSUMING SHARK'S FIN SOUP!

LOOK AT HOW IT'S MADE! PLEASE WATCH!

MAYBE YOU WILL FEEL THE PAIN LIKE MANY PEOPLE CAN.

WE CAN DEFINITELY FIND ALTERNATIVES FOR IT!

PLEASE STOP.

i have no idea why people still eat it. it does not taste good on its own and it's harmful to the body! i think i will have to do something.

ROSY and ALLY: we've talked about this. let's do something this time. we have the holis to do it. write to the media, send letters to shops and all. let's go talk to the zoo!

I WILL DO SOMETHING! DAMN I HATE POACHERS!

OI!

look here!

i've graduated!haha!

i'm a happy kid!

time for some fun!! hehe!


i love my classmates!

i cant wait to graduate.
i cant wait to enjoy the sky on the 8th of march.
i cant wait to keep the television on for 24 hours.
i cant wait to make microsoft word dusty.
i cant wait to say goodbye to stress and worries.
i cant wait to sing my lungs out every single day of my life starting from 8th march.
i cant wait to get out of school.
i cant wait to get rid of the anger and tiredness in me.
i cant wait to sleep in till 12nn.
i cant wait to say goodbye.

i need to graduate now.

five more days, loser. then everything is yours.
you can do it. you know you can.

bye!

oh my freaking hell. GRADUATION VIDEO.

i survived 13 years of school so i can definitely survive this last week of school.
damn im such a loser to get bothered by my own graduation video.

this is what i will do:
be a BIG loser.

HAHA! here's where my thinking gets unethical. do whatever shit i'm asked to do and get it over and done with. don't give a shit, if i can.






i've already planned out my after-school schedule! im awesome.
i can't wait till school's over. but of course, you can never get too happy when you wont get to meet up with close friends that much. Life is indeed full of joy and evil.

OMG, i had my ADK faculty test today!
ahaha..i had to draw!? all sausage figures around. i can only draw sausages!ahaha!i think i will fail, but let's just keep our fingers crossed!

its 11:30 and i want to sleep now. yeehoo!
AHAHA!

BYE!

hihi!!



today is save the animals day for me!



just sent out a huge number of emails to all my contacts about signing a pledge to help persuade govts all over the world to stop illegal trade. hotmail even said, i've already sent the maximum number of emails i can send per day and now i have to wait till the day is over before i can send out the last remaining emails. well, anywho, at least i felt good for doing that.



so i've been reading wildaid.org and i've got information to share!

just take a look at these numbers:



- Black rhino populations fell from 60,000 in 1970 to 2,500 in 1990 as poachers targeted their horns.


-African elephant numbers fell from 1,200,000 in 1970 to 600,000 in 1989 as a result of the trade in ivory.


-The Spix macaw is believed to be extinct in the wild. Most of the last individuals were trapped illegally for collectors.


-There are believed to be fewer than 50,000 Asian elephants left in the wild.


-World sturgeon catches for caviar declined from nearly 28,000 to 8,140 tons between 1982 and 1994.


-An estimated 100 million sharks, skates and rays are caught every year.


-There may be fewer than 5,000 tigers surviving in the wild.



There you have it. these are all the wake-up calls i think we should be getting everyday. and its terrible. 2,500 black rhinos left in the wild? and 5,000 tigers? like WHAT THE??? do we even get to eat their meat???!!!NO, we just kill them for their horns, fur, claws and whatever parts you can almost find on a human. this was really shocking. i really hope help comes just in time. this world is going bonkers...

And if illegal trade weren't enough, read through this.
http://www.seashepherd.org/news/media_071029_1.html
Date: 29th Oct 2007

In Japan, a group of surfers tried to stay with a pod of pilot whales (they were captured in a cove) in the water, while they were killed by the local fishermen. you can even see the blood in the water, its really sick to see people do these kinda things. no morals really.

im going to bed, too tired.

i really want to save my animals. but i just wish everyone feels the same way.

i've been to church three times this week!
sweet and holy huh?haha!

chinese new year this year was normal but i think this rat year might be quite inauspicious for me because:

1. i broke the rule of no cursing and swearing at 7.45am on new year's day.
i had to be in church at 8am and i was still at home at 7.45am, like what the?
was really mad at the parents for assuming that i could run like the wind at 7.45am. haha!

2. my family and i saw an injured bird, tried to save it and after putting it into a box, it died on us.

3. yelled at mommy angrily in public. oops.

so, this first day wasn't that good. i told my sis the only rule that i will never break on new year's day is sweeping the floor, because i'm too lazy to even look at a broom! haha!

ok, i dont remember the second day going too badly.
had a reunion dinner at my aunt's.

had alot of fun taking pictures with the little cousins.




watched the gamblers gamble their money away.


ate melon seeds and tonnes and tonnes of sweets.

and the lion dance troupe came to the house to hop around. was really funny cause the guy holding the lion's head wore nike shoes and it was hilarious looking at a lion wearing nike!


and then it was filling the tummy time.
not bad the second day.

third day of new yr is no more visiting day! YAY!
woke up, watched tv, ate lunch, read my golden compass and went back to sleep. can't help it if i was too used to the pig year. so then went to church for the third time in a week! record-setter eh? ok, here comes the best part of my new year!

on my way back home, my sis spotted something soooooo inauspicious, i think we're going to have bad luck. we saw a dead rat! poor rat had to die on the third day of their dominating year.

so, that sums up the three days. ohoh, and i forgot to mention that we had a mr orange comes to visit day too. haha! here are some pics to show you why!

now let me predict what will happen on the fourth day:

i will go to ikea and have meatballs!!YUMMY YUMMY!

and here's my clearest picture of jay chou. i need a better digi cam. haha!


ok, jay chou says bye bye!
HAHA!
bye!