haiya..

gui ji..by jay..my favorite song yet.

well............
this has got 2 b my most difficult written entry..i think..
i have no idea wat 2 write..n im too troubled 2 write..
everything juz suck..

im a girl with no guts..
n...i was given a suggestion 2 go do e impossible..
then..i tot of consequences..
wat if...
then how..??
can i face e world after tat??
e impossible task for me..
noe why??
let me repeat..n add on..
girl with no guts..
no...well..put it nicely..
girl with....absolutely nothing..
plain..simple..that.
not tat im not pleased with myself..really..
i juz think its beyond e impossible..
i juz cant do it..i guez.

everything has changed.
i'd rather i dun noe anyone in e world..
then i can start everything all anew..
i dun wanna see faces..
its damn too difficult 2 bear..
i would so want a new life..
ppl r so difficult..
choose one over e other..
one whom u juz knew..e other a long time..
does it really matter wat form ur heart takes now??
coz all i see now aint wat i used 2 think it was..
everything juz changed as e yrs go by..
n its painful..
whether yall noe it or not..

i hate 2 say this..
but friend or not..
yall juz seem stranger 2 me..
n im stranger 2 u guys..

haiya..dun noe larz..wateva it is..ppl who read this..if u have any comments..post it on my tagg..juz..dun ask me wat happen..or wat...dun noe wat..juz dun ask qn..yea..

only jay chou can cheer me up now.
can send jay here..plz..

byee..

alrite..a short film starring elijah wood..
ahahahaha..real nice..
elijah with dom's journal.
enjoy!!

hello...ahahahahhaha..

hmmm..listening 2 jay's cd..concert cd i mean..man...seriously regretted not going..me n kmiang wanted 2 go sooo bad at 1st..then i said..aiya..nvm..next time buy e vcd..ahahahaha..damn...i hate having 2 regret sumthing i do..it juz suck......i have 2 get over it..hahahaha..

so...at home..n loving it..i dun have 2 work...hahhahahaha..for some reason e lady decided 2 give me 4 days off...??hmm..after i told her tat this week i'll b extremely bz..ahahahahaha..dun noe larz..mayb she doesnt want me 2 work already??tat'll b real good... (hey kiddos..now im listening 2 jian dan ai..man i love jay!!haha..)
ritez..im going sooo nutty over jay n his songs now..ahahahaha..

clicked on my archives n read a couple of my past entries..hmm..weird..ahahahahahaha...i was more expressive then.. all e details..whew..blew me over..ahahahaha..then..there were many events 4 me 2 ramble on..ahahaha..looking back..2004 was a gd yr afterall..n now im slacking lyk nobody's business..ahahahahaha.. great job chelsea!!hahahaha..

remember 2 check out my links..
alritez..byee!!!!

hey yall..

well..im here to put up a link 4 e pics we took in school e other day..ahahahaha..so..if u wanna see sok cheng fly..see all e happy faces n stupid faces..click it!!
boo!

there...ritez...i 4got wat i wanted 2 say..so ithink i should juz go..yea..hmmm..i cant rem..

byee!!
lots of love,chelsea.

hey ppl..

ahahaha..so..im not here 2 update..but 2 recommend..or advertise..wateva u call it..ahahaha..
recommending this site 4 all 2 read..e daily ramblings of a certain person..whom i found quite interesting..n she definitely make a gd writer..so..click on e link..n check out her page..

zi lei


tata!!cheezy out!!

only one thing 2 say coz my mood aint exactly at its best..


NOBODY KNOWS. <--a jap show.

if u're e typical boring kidd n loves getting bored.
this is a show for you.
n i can gurantee u'll sleep in e cinema with boredom.

ritez..i dun feel gd saying this bout e show..its still a true story..so..im juz gonna say this..

i didnt enjoy e movie at all..except 4 e last 15mins where e story started 2 get more storylike.

also..i'll lyk 2 add this short sentence...

i was once a happy kidd.."so called" frens changed my life.

i juz hope everyone realises it soon..but seeing e blind faces all around.i guez im pushing my hopes up e wrong way.

damn e blindness.

hey yall..

anywayz..early in e morning and e construction workers upstairs r drilling..banging..n watnot..damn freaking ass holes they r..our government should ban them from starting work at 9am..or shift e time till 10 or 11 am..not 9....??ridiculous!!!

well..wasnt exactly woken up by them..amazing my light-sleepiness didnt do its job 2dae..ahahahaha..so..woke up doing alot of thinking..i juz dun get y i have 2 think about a certain matter for sooo long...??i think my brain got rusty.....ahahaha..

so...guez i should b going out with pam n e rest 2dae..they r out to tire me man...ydae they went swimming..i sat there n watch..ahahaha..then we had lunch at hougang mall..boy were we hungry..then we went over 2 van khor's hse..ahahahaha..her sofa was extreme......extreme beyond extreme..i swore i could have slept in it..ahahaha..so kiddos..reading this..run along 2 van khor's hse this minute!!!!ahahahhaa..then..they delayed my going 2 work time..ahahaha..i was frantic man..took 73 2 amk station..then realise i wouldnt make it..so i took a cab...ahahaha..(if my mummy knew bout this..she'll probably disect me..hahaha..)n guez wat..i reached juz in time..4pm...whew...relief 4 e cheezy kiddo man..ahahaha..working from 4 to 9 wasnt as bad as i thought it would b..ahahahaha..made a new fren..n all..yea..hahahahaha..n i think i would juz carry on with my work..hahahahaha...

then..2dae..i still dun noe whether i should go out or not..haizz...think think think...(sounds familiar..??hmm..mayb not coz yall dun watch cartoons..esp winnie e pooh..)ahahahaha..

well..i should b off then..to think..n think..n do more thinking..ahahahaha..tata u lots..bye!!

hello hello...

man..i've been asked 2 update..but i have nothing 2 say......?? hahaha..so...anywayz...my net got psych again..n i could come n blog..hahaha..yea..funny..so..ppl who read this..yall should juz stop asking me who's u-noe-who..coz i wont say..hahahaha..yepz..
also..i've put up a tagboard..go there n leave a link if u want ur link on my blog..then again..nobody ever visits this site anymore..hahaha.i shall put a link at my other blog then..hmmm..

so..went around looking 4 jobs ydae..was tired beyond tiring..yepz..one end of town 2 e other..hahaha..went 4 e interview with siying..but met up with pam..kmiang..ron..then we saw sarah..n..hmm..i dun noe wats his name..so..walked around..met up with van khor..n they decided they wanted 2 catch a movie..so..kmiang..ron went 4 e movie..leon came later 2 watch e movie too..hahahaha..then me..siying..van khor..n pam..went 4 interview..at nydc..yepz..then siying n i headed back 4 another interview..then we celebrated ron's bdae..then..we went 2 eat..then we went home..man i hate bloggin..hahahaha..

so..yepz..leave me a tag..n i'll link ya..love yall..tata!!!

gaoxing?duan chenfeng?jay chou? or a special someone?? who would you pick??

wow..im sooo loving SP..hahaha..there's e oh-sooo-cool duan chenfeng..,e oh-sooo-cutie pie gaoxing..and e oh-sooo-lookalike jay chou....+ a very special someone...hmmm...oh man..which 2 choose???hahahaha..
im sooo dead..

anywayz..e 2 wks programme in SP would b ending tml...boohoo~...no more gaoxing..no more duan chenfeng..no more jay chou..n absolutely no more special someone...im gonna sooo cry..wish me luck on getting their info..be it phone no..or email add..hahaha..and also..i HAVE 2 take a pic with them..or i would DIEEEEE..........

hahahaha..well..2dae...michelle left 4 australia too...haiz..went 2 see her off..haiz..sad 2 see a gd fren go off innit??i miss her already..hopes she cheers up on reaching aussie..

sis coming back from camp 2dae..hahahaha..didnt know she would come back 2da.e.we thought she'll come back tml...wateva..at least she'll b back faster..

alrite..i think i'll get going..try 2 get a tagboard..n change my layout..

bye!!

hey...as u can see..im trying 2 renew this blog..hahaha..dun noe larz..n also..i've lost all e links..so...i hope ppl still come by here..n if u want me 2 put ur link up...plz tell me..i'll put up sumthing lyk a tagboard soon..yea..so...n then..rem 2 check back..2 see if i've put up e taggie..n erz..spread e word round..hahaha..

bye!!
chelsea.

hey...as u can see..im trying 2 renew this blog..hahaha..dun noe larz..n also..i've lost all e links..so...i hope ppl still come by here..n if u want me 2 put ur link up...plz tell me..i'll put up sumthing lyk a tagboard soon..yea..so...n then..rem 2 check back..2 see if i've put up e taggie..n erz..spread e word round..hahaha..

bye!!
chelsea.