i left my heart in san francisco

I just terribly LOVE this song. reminds me to think of all the good and nice and sweet things in life. and the rhythm is so awesomely relaxing and smooth, how can anyone write songs like these??? BRILLIANTLY GENIUS, i love so much.

ok, today i found out that i am completely married to money. YES, its a bad thing. splashing a huge sum on a holiday broke my heart-COMPLETELY, TOTALLY, ABSOLUTELY. i couldnt eat/talk or think properly for an entire hour and im still feeling SOUR. how did i even do it?? i dont know, and guess what? LONDON isnt even on the itinerary.......(insert sour laughter here.) here's the joke, i teared when the holiday was confirmed: the little tap in my eye was feeling sour too. and then one hour later, my senses came back to me, i thought about it properly.....although i just spent more money in one day than what i've spent in total during this 20 yrs in my life, the holiday package is CHEAP(COMPARED TO THE OTHER PACKAGES THAT I SAW)...12D Swiss + Italy = SGD2490. SOOO, instead of little britain, i will be spending a white december in switzerland and italy. i will be spending my birthday with the pope :) he had better come out and meet me............meeting the pigeons in venice and skiing in switzerland. time to pick up french! SIGH, no london.....i really wanted to go to london for my big day you know, my big TWO ONE. today i wished i was 19, so that when i go to london next year, i could be celebrating my big two one there. whatever it is, im grateful and will try not to sulk.

ok, i feel happier already, you know why? i have christmas songs playing on my itunes right now! how can anyone feel BLUEEEE listening to christmas songs??!! i cant wait for my WHITE CHRISTMAS already!! ok, swiss knives and mr pope, im coming to see you.

CHEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRSSSSSSSSSSSSS!