oh well...
im waiting for a dwnld to finish..
so im surfing around...
blog-reading..
with no worries or anything...
then these blogs....
made this feeling juz POPPED into me...
hmmm...
guess im too caught up with my work n idols that i forgot everything...??
WHICH IS A GD THING.
coz i feel so pissed juz thinking of e stuff i juz read...

like OMG...
i dun noe wat to say...
????????
sumtimes i juz wanna say out wat i feel..
but another part of me juz wants me to forget bout it..
leave it alone...
treat it as NOTHING..
but???
m i really nothing to u guys?????
hahahaha..
sum part of me thinks that i think too much...
everything happens for a reason...
mayb its like that...mayb its like this...
or sum think that nah...that person is out to get u...
wat exactly is happening???
im beginning to feel troubled like u humans do...

oh...how nice...
my dwnld juz got cancelled...
hahahahaha...
life is juz perfect..hahahahaha...
u noe ppl say when u fall...
u have to learn to stand up again??
ahahahha...
wat if that fall made u CRIPPLED???
what if more things drop on u??
what if u died from that fall??
ahahahahaha..

have u ever watched shows or movies and juz wanna be at that place and be that person??
well...
i hope i get to b a hobbit in e peaceful shire..
or sum place peaceful...
where u would have NO worries at all..
nobody would ever frown at u..
I would never frown...
wouldnt that b nice??
this is one side of my brain thinking...
this next minute...
my brain says...
but god puts everything in for a reason...
so u muz bear with it...
?????
so......wat m i suppose to do anywayz...???
do it e wishful-thinking chelsea way or e bear-with-everything-thats-comes-to-you chelsea way..??

sumtimes i hate yall...
but sumtimes i feel that...
mayb i think too much..
mayb i should juz give in....
?????

or i feel that mayb i care too much..
i think thats it...
what if chelsea died tml??
ahahahahaha..
wat would u really do??

i wish i didnt read those blogs...
i wish that feeling didnt come..
i wish i wouldnt b bothered...
ahahaha...

alrightys..
going off now...
byeee...