HAIYA.......

i think this is the WORST i've ever felt about my dad...
URGH...he makes me wanna kill him..
cant stand the way he's always so full of himself..cant stand the way he thinks he's better than everyone else just because he did this very small chore..COME ON..PLEASE..
what the fucking rubbish...
URGH..
i think the reason im not killing him is because i believe god will help me do it...
damn you..u are so proud and stingy, dont come and be my D-- la..
i refuse to acknowledge i have an ass for a FA----..
EEEEWWWW..makes me shiver and PUKE..
i really hate him..i really do..
and the hatred is not some kind of..
hey..ure not giving me money..ure not giving me freedom kinda hate..
its seriously hate..
like you dun ever want that person to talk or even stay with you..
you go to church like everyday and u cant even learn how to be a man????
ur family sides you and say you have ur own difficulty???
FUCKING GARBAGE!
i hate it when your family preaches all the time but all of yall are just cowards and lousy shit...
pray to god....everything pray to god...i think i do a better job praying to god then yall...
whats the use of going to church everyday but still treating everybody like shit everyday..??
you might as well not go to church and focus on being a better human first..
HAIIIIYA...
washing the dirty linen in public...what to do?
im frustrated..school stress and now family shit...the best place to vent out and get everything out is through the blogs then..i can really live without a d-- i think..because i cannot imagine myself crying during his funeral...n i really do not mind telling the whole world that i hate my d-- because that is what i want everybody to know..
just how exactly does god forgive n forget so easily..???and what exactly does he base on to forgive?i really wanna know..can a normal human really forgive the way god does?? HUH??
smoke all you want asshole..maybe u'll die a horrible death???
i hope you get a taste of ur own medicine..and hopefully...
the rest of us WITHOUT YOU can live in peace...

FUCK IT.
hatred makes me sick..
hatred kills the mood..
hatred makes me wanna kill you..
URGH!YUCK!

i just hate you la!!!!