hello all.

i just watched a steve irwin's special. special programme about what his family and friends got to say about him, after his death. man, it is super inspirational. i felt so guilty about totally forgetting to put the choice of an animal conservationist as my future occupation. its really difficult to be so focused. usually, the thought of helping animals just last for what, one week? and then its back to my own rubbish thinking. i have to be focused! i have to stop being afraid of the cats, insects and all for a start. i must try to like all the animals in the world. i must try to be passionate about saving them. ok, these are the goals i need to think about.

i really want to help. but i really dont know how to. how can i save the whales from being killed? sharks from being eaten? hmm, looks like alot of thinking must be done here. i really dont wanna wait till its too late before i can actually start on something. boooo, i have a feeling this entry is going to be a waste again. i have the feeling that i will just throw out the thought of saving my animals after a week. my poor animals. i will really try to do something at least once! even if i dont do it now, i will do it when im older! yeah.

i really feel upset i wont be able meet steve irwin ever in my life. but i guess a visit to australia zoo, sitting in the crocoseum and meeting all his friends and family will do. i really hope i get to do that, although i wont know what to say.

i really hope the people who hunt animals and kill them to make money will think about how they are upsetting the balance of the world. i hope the animals will make them realise that it is actually equivalent to killing a human to make money. i believe that god punishes the wrong-doers who never learn to do right. yes.

let's all pray that god protects all our favourite animals. and help humans to be less greedy.

LOVES!