mondays suck, like shit. work suck, like shit.

i was really tired at work today and everyone bloody gave me more work, STUPID. i got more angry throughout the day and started throwing and banging things about.......i decided to leave at 6 sharp but then at 6 i realised i havent done ONE SHITTY SHIT, so i went off to do it...........and left the office at 6.05. and guess what, just bloody 5 mins and the mother couldnt wait.......gave me an irritated tone on the phone and went off without me, that idiot. in the end, i still met her at the bustop.......how dumb can people get, idiots. she walks like she can die walking slowly.......STUPID........no wonder singaporeans are dying early....work harder.....go on..work harder, everyone wants to die right? too much work right? work harder stupid.....URGH, i am soooo angry...........................


when you are angry, you think more about the things you cant have and others can and it is bloody shit sinful...........because then you tend to blame EVERYONE for the things you cant have.............


for example, you tend to think the world is soooooo unfair.....imagine this, you are RICH and FAMOUS, and people who wants to get into your good books offers you free stuff, like free concerts, musicals, free trips............and when you are poor and dirty, you remain that way.....poor and dirty.......yuck, this unfairness.

but, when you are not angry, you usually have the 'smart alec' logic running in your brain which tells you to work harder and earn more filthy money................oh where is this world going to?

and when you are super pissed and just typing out everything you think of........you dont make sense at alll.......oh shit.....i hate my life..........ok, i admit, its been rather good.....BUT.......can i make it better? can i change my stupid life around? will i like it when its a different one from now?


i need to earn money and retire soon, i dont think i can stand working for the rest of my pathetic life.


working drains the life away from me......i dont feel happy and good when im working...tell me how i can earn money when i hate working because it doesnt makes me happy...........................so.....the conclusion is......the world is really unfair...............

if you like to work, then no arguement needed......you can earn the money you get from being happy.....how am i supposed to find something i like?????????? perhaps...............the final answer boils down to laziness...........yeah maybe....thats why i hate work......






oh i hate it when im not happy. i need it to rain.......................................




i want to write a book. those books which sounds very smart and have all adults reading it because they are curious. a book with titles like:
i am 35 and my life is BORING..............


shit, i hate work.