hellooooo, weekly updates. arent you glad im keeping up with this so that this blog doesnt get lonely and boring....?! HAHAHA!

anywhos, here's what has happened over the past week...

1. stop forcing religion on others
evangelising, doesnt mean it happens only to non-believers. sometimes it happens within the same religion..like what my sister and i go through, and i think to a certian extent, my little bro. we are catholics, whole family of catholics. it doesnt mean we dont love god when we don't pray. we are kids.........we dont pray ALL THE TIME like all the holy aunties and holy parents do. for me, im ok with praying, just dont force me to do it.

recently my HOLY aunt invited us to a 'healing'mass.....ok, HEALING..i thought maybe because my sister got sick recently and we could do with a little healing. turns out to be a praise and worship session and a ridiculous one at that. im sad to admit it but i think my faith shrunk a little after that crazy mass. praise and worship: all the holy ppl with their hands raised, praising god...and, there is no such thing as tongues, they are just muttering a different language, what makes you think those are tongues?! everybody muttering/whispering "praise jesus praise jesus".........it was crazy. and the priest...... couldnt believe it, halfway preaching and i knew i shouldnt have gone....."if anyone has told you YOU ARE NO GOOD, NOT GOOD ENOUGH, then let us get healed by God" i turned to my sis and said "I DONT NEED THIS!!!!!!" he went on to say, "if anyone has any amulet/charms, burn them tonight, if you dont listen to what i say, something bad will happen to you" I HAD ENOUGH....................this 'healing' mass smeared my whole good impression of my catholic faith...........what is this?! i dont need this, AT LEAST NOT NOW. im not that holy yet...not ready yet to accept such stupid remarks. show some respect for the other faith man, it was ridiculous to me. i felt so horrible and i was so angry after that stupid mass.....and again tonight, my parents decided to put a A3 size picture of jesus in our bedroom, right behind our computers......ok, i know its supposed to be good for us, but do they realise the pressure? that jesus is watching our every move? now we cant curse and swear and gossip in our room? what? are we supposed to feel guilty whenever we wanna curse and swear and we see jesus staring at us, and then we have to bottle it up? what? is that good for us???? DONT FORCE IT ON US MAN, who knows, one day i may renounce my faith and this may play a huge role...now, the mother is going on and on about it being good for us and all, what, lets see you put a huge poster in your bedroom and see how you feel! now, as im typing this, i feel sad, that im bad-mouthing my own religion in front of jesus.....tell me, how funny is that?? HUH? what the hell right? i really really hate this and i wanna go out and scream STOP FORCING IT ON US!! and on all the innocent people who want to NOT believe in God.....WILL THEY DIE? WILL THEY DIE HORRIBLY? WILL THEY DIE HORRIBLY AND GO TO HELL IF THEY DONT HAVE A RELIGION? NO! well they will if they do bad things and dont repent for it. BUT THEY WONT DIE BECAUSE THEY DONT HAVE A RELIGION DAMMIT. URGH HOLY PEOPLE...........i hope yall understand that if there are people in the world who doesnt want to believe in God, then all you holy shit are part of the reason why they dont wanna become some crazy holy aunty/uncle.

right, i WAS going to type stuff that happened over the past week, but i seemed to have lost interest, I WONDER WHY..

save the world. kick all the holy people. chickens.