here's one for you.

how can one be really happy??

it sounds like something everybody would ask...but..what izit really?
let me give you my definition...

i would b happy if suddenly my life just revolves around The Shire.
and i wont have to deal with quarrels or decision making and even thinking.
but here's the confusing bit and the truth..

you cannot be truly happy.
isnt that just the perfect answer?

some things just comes along, giving everyone a harder life..
in LOTR case, its SAURON.
in Harry Potter's case, its VOLDEMORT.
i've come to realise that we can never run away from the DEVIL....wherever we are..
there's also something called the devil within and im sure all of us have it..but some people just seem have the stronger devil inside of them, and instead of listening to the angels, they just choose to listen to the DEVIL. THAT'S NICE.
we have at least a strong devil in every household..MY HOUSE is an example.

WAR, KILLINGS, RACISM, WORRIES, ANGER and RUBBISH.
works of the inner devil i can say.
have anyone realised its almost all the doings of MEN? as in MALES.
can the ego of men cease so that all those stupid things stop?
its all got to do with their EGO.
seriously, they think they own the world and all but NO...
its all a wrong mentality!

i think i'll take it that i've done too many sinful things and that god just wants to punish me now.
yes, i shall accept that fact and accept my life as it is..
i think all i've said is now rubbish because i wanna continue believing that there is still some hope to happy about..
im going to not think about unhappy stuff and try to avoid them..
im going to try to pray hard so that god helps me...
yes..i will do just that..
and i can really be happy then..

HELLO!

today's a special day!
do you know why this is a special day?

I HAVE RED HIGHLIGHTS!

AHAHAHA...
oh man..was just wanting to get those red stripes...but then went with mummy to the salon today and i actually got some..
AHAHAHA...
sooo..yupyup...nicenice..love them...
WOW..this is like the first time i coloured my hair...so..its pretty new...

alrighty..ehhh....
i couldnt go for clorine's bdae party today..
im so sorry...had to pick thy lil bro home and look after him..my mum's at the PTM with sister..
so yupyup..now im bored...

TOMORROW'S my last day at work!!!!!!!!!
YAY!cool man...LOVIN IT...
BUT...i have to go look for another job now...SIGH...somebody...PLEASE HIRE ME!

ok..i think im done...
going into another weekend where i will miss the empty house..
cya lot soon...im already missing FACELIFT..

byeee!!!

i love my hair today!!
AHAHAHAHA..

AHHH..

WELCOME BACK..
im not supposed to be here right now...but i'll take the risk..

MARKETING WAS GOOD..
after im done with it..so i dont give a damn already...

SOOO...
im back with a few question marks in my head..
they were formed over the week till now..
AHAHAHAHA..

QN 1.
why izit that you feel sleepy ONLY in church and then after church you feel all energetic and awake???!!!
(this is just weird..)

QN 2.
what makes a murderer enjoy what he/she is doing???!!!
because murder cases seem to be on the rise recently....

and lastly...

QN 3.
if you think about it carefully...the heart is merely an organ which pumps blood, where does all our emotions and feelings come from???!!!!
(I KNOW THIS ANS!!!)

maybe we should stop saying all our emotions come from the heart, but still...it's easier to say heartbroken..
AHAHAHAHHA..

alright....
i'll leave you guys to PONDER over all these...
(yea...as if finance isnt enough to PONDER over..)
AHAHAHAHA..

until then...
i'll be sleeping with my books...
to ensure my absorption of knowledge!!

lovelove..
BYEEE!

hello again!!

im going to update about the day i had today...
AHAHAHAHA..

i woke up at like 12 to watch debbie travis and later jamie's school dinners..
i studied in between the commercial breaks..
and it did me quite some help eh...(YEA RIGHT!)
so...after watching tv...i decided to have my lunch..cooked mee goreng and heated up some chicken patty thing..i think the chicken patty is spoilt coz its giving me a tummy ache now..
AHAHAHAHA..

and eh...there were no shows to watch while i was eating so i watched my w-inds POL concert vcd AGAIN!
and then i went on to study a little.....until i got tempted by the lovely computer screen...
then i sat down in front of it and said...
"ALRIGHT, just half an hour to change my blog template!!"
hmmm..well..did i really stick to that time limit?
let me ask you...
WILL YOU STICK TO THAT LIMIT?
there you go...you have the answer...SO CLEVER!
and im still here after that half an hour limit...
AHAHAHAHA...was w-indsurfing and i still am..

alrighty...so...then..i think im going to start studying really really hard tomorrow and sunday a little...I HAVE BLOODY WORK ON SUNDAY!!!DAMN IT!
hope i pass my exams mann...

anywayz..this song on my blog...
time machine by my lovely w-inds..
is really lovely...damn cool mann...
esp the chorus parts..its like brilliant...

and also...
w-inds have a new PV...its called..
it's in the stars...
and its just...WOW! WOW! WOW! WOW! WOW!
YES..got the point?

if you are interested to watch the video, you are free to ask me for it...
just another WOW! for my lovely w-inds..

ok...im off!

byeee!!!

HELLO!

Presenting.

The story of the Last Rose.

SIGHSIGH..
ok..remember the jap exchange students in the previous previous entry?remember the cute jap guy in the white shirt??
OH MY GOODNESS..

sooo...today we went selling roses again..the sun was burning me at the esplanade..and seriously those couples there, they are CRAZY..it was such a HOTTTTT day...sold 2 roses there and then went off to eat..btw, i was with denise, isabelle and nadiah..ahahahaha..yea so..after eating, we waited for blessann and alixues to come meet us and then we went our separate ways..
denise and nadiah had to go off..and me, blessie and bellebelle went off to town to deliver roses...yup...we are so sorry we left alixues alone...i'm so sorry alixues!!!!

soso..delivered the roses in town, bellebelle went off to meet her frens.. and then blessie n i tried to sell some more..but i was a coward as usual..ahahaha..so we didnt...and then we made maria meet up with us but only for 1/2 an hour before she left..AHAHAHAHA...

and then...blessie n i continued to think of ways to sell the flowers but when we couldnt, we decided to give away the flowers...ahahahahaha....most ppl were shocked!!and they didnt wanna take them roses..but we still gave them out, afterall...they are free...CHEAPSKATE SINGAPOREANS, we are...ahahahaha..

so then we gave them out and i decided to keep the last rose for somebody jap so we walked over to DFS where all the jap tourists usually hang out and just outside macs...i saw from afar a group of jap ppl walking in my direction..you just recognise how jap ppl walk..so ADORABLE..AHAHAHAH..and then..i looked some more and realised that the group was from the exchange program i just had in school..and after more staring..i realised that the guy in white shirt(still wearing the white shirt)..is the cute guy in the white shirt!!!AHAHAHHA..WAH...i just wanted to give him the rose la...but then i decided to give it to the girl instead...so..as they approached, i said.."this is for you.." to the girl..she looked equally shocked like the 10+ ppl before her and didnt want to take it...the whole group stopped n look and the cute guy in white shirt looked like he wanted to take it for the girl, coz i was like.."take it..." but then...
they turned and walked away..............
WAHH....saddest moment aint it??
i hope she didnt think i was lesbian...
AHAHAHAHAHA...

and so ends The story of my Last Rose..


after that the sad sad me continued walking with blessie, trying to find another better person to take my last rose...but we walked to DFS and decided to go in for a look...ahahahaha..well..it kinda cheered me up...blessann n i saw this bloody hell cute, adorable, pretty and the nicest jap brand bag everywhere and we are sooooo going to buy it...once we've saved enough money...
AHAHAHAHA...it costs a smacking $404..which is something blessann can afford and i cant...ahahahahah..it'll b soon before you see blessie with that bag..and trust me, you're gonna love it too...ahahahahha..and we walked some more...we found some interesting stuff....
ANNA SUI products actually smell like BANDUNG ok...next time u see that brand, go n smell like the powder or gloss or something..ahahahaha..and then there were these litle voice recording stuffies shaped like microphones and handphones, they are so cute we were playing with them..then there was The World's Coins book..so many coins man...damn pretty...and then and then..we decided we wanted to work at DFS..so...ahahahaha..we went to ask where we can apply and they say you only can apply in the afternn..ahahahah..damn it..ahahahahah..they say we have to go back tml afternn or something..but i guess i'll b lazy...just like blessann..AHAHAHAHA..i will go there soon to apply though..cant wait to start and google at jap ppl...cant wait to learn jap either...AHAHAHHA..


okk...long entry...but im just going to add something hilarious happened ydae...
we went selling roses and we got caught by the ?????environment authority...ahahahah...funny...but scary...ehhh...rosy and a few others are saying they are fake...but then...are singaporeans that free to catch and cheat little girls for selling roses??????ahahahaha..so...i dun noe....the funny thing was....
THEY CONFISCATED ALL OUR ROSES!!!!
AHAHAHHAHAHAH...the basket, the bin...everything..ahahahahha..well...lets just say i hope they have a nice petal bath at home!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHA..

okk...cyall lot next time...
lovelove...
byeee...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!!!

ROSES FOR V-DAY!!!
I'M SELLING!!!

CONTACT ME IF U'RE INTERESTED!!!

PLEASE SUPPORT ME!!!!

LOVELOVE...

HELLLLOOO!!!!!

chelsea's back with her own identity....!!!
AHAHAHAHA..im glad to say that im officially getting my own freedom back again!!!because...

SCHOOL HAS ENDED!!!!
NO MORE PROJECT WORK!!!
NO MORE GROUP WORK!!!!!

therefore...

NO MORE LATE NIGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!!

yayyay!!!!wahhh...with more time on my hand now...i can call ppl up to talk..i can serve the net and play games...i can also SLEEP AT 10PM!!!!!!
AHAHAHAHAHAHA...YES!!!aren't you just happy for me??

well...today was a good day...finished all our projects, had our last presentation which was more fun than formal...and really enjoyed myself after school...
AHAHAHA..
after school, me, rosy and clara went over to blk E to see...........
THE EXCHANGE STUDENTS FROM JAPAN !!!!!!
HAHAHAHAHA...as usual..rosy and clara were reminding me not to drool...but hey..i like japanese GUYS AND GIRLS! they are ALL COOL and CUTE!!! hahahahaha...so...dun make me sound so jap guy desperate....although im still OBSESSED with KEITA!!
ahahahaha..hmm...and about them....they all sure can sing mann...the girls sang the high parts and the guys sang the lower parts..so niceeee..they sang a song from SMAP..nicenice...very very nice..so...the observation of these jap cuties started when it was time to listen to NYP students perform..(MAN..i just hope the japs dun think we only have those talents in Singapore...hahaha..) cute girl in pink shirt..not very tall....but sooo adorableee...then there's the girl next to her..and the girl in the black shirt and checkered collar..ahahaha..and also the girl sitting in the last row....AHAHAHAHA...
ahhh....now for the guys....wahhhh...i will still go for the guy in white!!oh man...charming...he doesn't talk...and then...there's the one in grey jacket and green pants..wahhh..COOL..and then the not so tall one in the 2-layered shirt..
hmmm..they are just so cool...the last 2 guys are in the same kinda gang and when they were having refreshments, they just went to one corner of the room, SAT down and enjoyed themselves there..AHAHA..
HOW ADORABLE??!!! then the MC cum magician went around to show a lil of his magic skills..wahhh...how the girls scream..its like 5 loudhailers in ur ear..but still a damn funny n cute reaction....then there was also one jap guy who got very excited over the magic stuff but excited in the VERY COOL JAP way..hahaha..

there were no official goodbye session..so..its saddd..ahahahaha..but aiya...
everything's good...really...everything's good...was very impressed with the magic esp..ahahahah..

okk...long entry...to sum up..
JAPANESE PEOPLE ARE COOL!!!!

yesyes..so yes...everything ok?
yupyup...im off to watch tv..AHAHAHA..
tml..there's consultation at 12..YES!!then after school...i may wanna go watch a movie!!AHAHAHA...fun with dick and jane! 1st choice!
then..on friday...scheduled to have kbox BIG CHALLENGE..
11am - 7pm!!!! with the usual gang..i hope everybody can make it..hahahaha..

okk...
byeee lovelies...

JAPANESE PEOPLE ARE COOL!!!! hahahahaha..!