hihi!!!

trying 2 study...but apparently cant help it..hmm...certainly not in e laughy mood..how can i not b concentrating..well..not feeling very well either..would say i feel lyk gouging everyone's eye out now..haha..yar huh..watched ella enchanted ydae..n now my sis is watching it again..fell in love with e song..'don't go breaking my heart'...hmm..put e song up here ydae but since i found another great song..i took it down..haha..now..this song is called '100 yrs'..by five for fighting n i got it frm e 'friends' ad..haha..they always have niz songs..haha..which is great coz..i love them..fuck..wateva..oh man..i wanna go to church!!!!ahhhh!!!cant take it anymore..hmm..lets see..anything 4 me 2 say??????nope..there's nothing..

so..wat should i do now??hmmm..should i leave??damn..i dun wanna leave..sheesh..i love ogres..they knock e senses out of ppl..giants??ritez...do i sense nonsense here??yes..y izit when i 1 2 write long entries i cant think of anything 2 say?? perhaps im afraid..yes..tats e key word..afraid..hmm...terrible thing 2 feel..haiz..hell..i cant think properly..haha..hmm..i wanna die..how 2 die??cannot die..dun 1 2 die..die also need planning..so troublesome..hmm..telling u guys sumthing..being soft-hearted is NOT a gd thing..get sum gene change or sumthing...coz u're gonna suffer in times 2 cum..

i feel trapped..suffocating..
i 1 e sky..judgement day 2 cum..
end of everything..

ritez..sorted out my thinking..this is a TEST!haha..frm god..i passed e test god..n plz dun test me again...thank you..hm...feeling just e same..reckon i'll feel better after sum time..yay!!!is my entry long enough..nonononono...it doesnt make sense either..tell u wat..i shall ramble on more bout life..if u dun wanna read..feel free 2 exit..yar huh..life...it rulez..it gives u life innit??in life..we do all sorts of thing..farting..eating..all part n parcel..(means all components of life)hmm..we feel sad..happy..angry..not due 2 our heart..e heart is only an organ which pumps blood 2 all parts of ur body...ever wondered where all feelings were stored??ive always wondered..how cum we know when we're sad??we cry..when we know we're happy??we smile..n laugh..these..well extra components which make up who we r..lets say when god made us..he inserted a 'micro chip' into us..2 differentiate wat is sadness n happiness..hmm..great possibility..therefore..i cant conclude anything coz there is no scientific explanation 4 tat..best go figure it out b4 i blabber on here..haha..well..my story on a part of life...emotions..haha..

tata!!
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