yoohoo!

i've been a healthy kid! haha!

my mum recently got super health-conscious and has taken to cooking dinner for the past few days!haha! yummy, i know there's still the fast-food and unhealthy food addiction in me, but ...im getting there..(NO PURE VEGES TOO, DONT WANT TO GO THERE AT ALL, SORRY ROSY AND JOJO!HAHA!) haha, as long as she keeps cooking my favourite dish: minced meat with potato! whoa heavenly, the huge bowl of gravy and potato and minced meat with no smelly smell! BUT, you know what, i dont think she will be that bothered to cook for the rest of her life, she will prolly go on for about 1 more month and then she will stop...haha! im so not filial, to talk about the mom like that. today, we had steamed fish, some vege and semi-fried dumplings. i swear my mum will go vegetarian soon!haha!

OK, WORK.

today was horrible....taking leave on friday was not a very good idea. you suddenly realise that over the weekend, you forgot to send out cheques and they are now OVERDUE! OMIGOSH, HOW? and EVERYONE is ALWAYS busy on mondays, so the bosses cant sign the cheques for you to send them out today and now they are WAY OVERDUED! haha! let's all pray that i can get them all done tomorrow! plus, there are FIVE new staff into the office tomorrow..how am i going to survive like this? oh my goodness......just thinking of work makes me weak and faint. haha..tomorrow will be a good day! (LIAR...)

SINGING TIME.

after the super long singing session on thursday, i still feel the itch to singsingsing! what is wrong with me. quick quick hurry hurry..let 1st aug come quick so i can go for some more singing.

aw crap, it was raining just now...and because i love sleeping during the rain..i wanted to hurry shower and climb into my bed...BUT........heaven made it such a short rain. BOO :( that's why i'm here to talk about how healthy i am!haha! i am so happy to be healthy, i hope that everyone be healthy too!


before i go, let me share something: Westlife - That's Life
" I thought of quitting, baby, but my heart just ain't gonna buy it
And if I didn't think it was worth one single try
I'd jump right on a big bird and then I'd fly"

the last line is my favourite...i love the whole song, its so inspirational and cheerful!

alright, now off to bed i go!haha!

LOVES!

hello!

i've just had 7 straight hours of singing a couple of hours back. it's a record!
i've never felt so tired, drained, weak and happy at the same time before!haha! it was really good.
i shall do it again..after i recover from this satisfied fatigue!haha! wow, i really sang until i couldnt sing anymore! my hands were numb, i think my throat was swollen! ahaha! and i was sooo tired and sleepy! im so glad i went for this singing session. my friends are awesome..kbox buddies, we shall do it again soon! yesssaaa, mission accomplished. haha :)

so after the kbox session, i came home to sleep! i took leave today, oh happiness! haha. and...being the usual lazy bum that i am, i didnt shower! EEW! i changed into my home clothes and fell asleep on the sofa..mmm, comfy! haha! and then i was woken up by my boss! his car broke down while on the way to work and he told me to call for his servicing company to pick up his car.....haha..of all days to spoil the vehicle, disturb my sleep. i only had two hours of sleep! NO FAIR! but then, during the rest of the day, i was constantly falling asleep on the comfy sofa with the tv on, so...it's not that bad.haha! and tomorrow is saturday! YIPEES!haha..i am soooo enjoying my long weekend and NOT looking forward to next monday. beh.

sooo..i guess thats about what i wanted to blog about.haha..to tell everyone that i just went singing and is now a very happy kidd. give me a list of things you want to do and i will do it for you!haha! kbox makes the world go round!haha.

loves!
bye!

hello!

so here's my latest plan so far.
i will work for one year, earn some extra cash then take up a bank loan and fly to aussie to finish uni...it's not a 100% confirmation, usually, my plans are ALL NOT 100% true. haha, but this plan makes me feel good, keeps me motivated and gives me a direction, i like it. i have lots of doubts though, like how will i be able to leave my family behind, whether i will really get a job so quickly after i graduate or worse, what if i cant graduate? so many good things and bad things in one single issue, it tires me just thinking of them. what should i do? continue with work or go for uni?

all this thinking about uni in aussie and being independent got me thinking i would love to be able buy an apartment and live by myself, but, i realised recently that my family is everything to me. i had a terrible week without my entire family with me. i felt lost, empty and numb. i guess it was god's way of telling me not to go too far and forget my family. well, i would still like to live alone in singapore or in some other country but all i want to know is that my family is safe, sound and healthy.

so at the moment right now, i really want to see whales!haha! rosy and i were talking about going to aussie for a holiday especially now in winter, but that plan has got to wait. i was so excited while planning because i really wanted to see the whales migrating! but then again, the boat would not be even close to the whales, so....?dont know. perhaps next year! and here's a list of things i want to do before i die!haha! will be fun to share, right?

1. swim with the whale shark
2. see a great white up close (of course i will be in a cage!haha.)
3. bungee jump
4. fly to japan and london at least once
5. see my name appear below the "Directed By" on the big screen.

so, how many out of 5 do you think i will be able to achieve? i think it will only be number 4. haha!the rest are possible, but rather difficult to reach for!haha!

ok, im sleepy now. gd night!
bye!

Loves!

wow, for all the jobs i've ever taken up, i have never failed to screw things up..and i think maybe this is by far the worst? ok, i dont know...it will be on par with uip's losing the damn movie tickets...

i hate it when i screw things up, because then i get less motivated and less confident of myself. i hate it when the only consolation i can give myself is : im not cut-out to be an employee, i am to become my own boss. come on......if you screw things up badly like me, there is no other consolation..seriously..just go naturally to self-denial mode.

im currently waiting for my boss' reply to my mistake and alright, it is one consolation that she is not in front of me to kick my ass and stuff my face with chili powder..but..its bad enough. life always gets you....damn..WHY! i just feel like burying myself in my own coffin, and then not come to work at all. i wish she would reply and say: please dont come back to work tmr... it will be a blessing......

now im going to be mentally prepared whenever i have a new job because i know i will screw something up.........i suck. i am sooooo angry with myself i cannot stand it!

i hate all these working things. beh..

hello!

you know, it never really hits you how old you are getting, not even when you are blowing your 20th birthday candle or if you've just graduated from school. it's when you type a blessing for a friend who is getting married, has a car, just bought a house and yeah, getting married....and then you realise, you HAVE to be getting somewhere, not all confused or laidback and not doing any work... At the mo, i'm just nowhere... and it's not very good. gosh, this kind of reality is not good for me.

i dont think it is correct for me to be so confused about what i wanna do at this stage and age. i should have a plan by now...this phase is execution phase, where i start work and start being hardworking! no more daydreaming about fantasy jobs and what-not...i have to be down-to-earth now. what do i really want to do??

i'm really glad i read kellee's blog and realise the time i'm wasting being so laidback about everything. and i'm really really psyched for her wedding! and to the sjc-ians, her wedding will be on 9th August! National Day! she has a website set up for updates on her wedding, go take a look! it's really sweet with the awesome wedding songs playing and you get to read about how kellee and harlen met and how harlen proposed! sweet little couple!

well, i'll be praying for them and i hope to see them soon! yay!

and i'll be praying for myself too, to find what i really want to do soon...

it's a happy day because it is realisation day! haha!

Loves!