hello!

you know, it never really hits you how old you are getting, not even when you are blowing your 20th birthday candle or if you've just graduated from school. it's when you type a blessing for a friend who is getting married, has a car, just bought a house and yeah, getting married....and then you realise, you HAVE to be getting somewhere, not all confused or laidback and not doing any work... At the mo, i'm just nowhere... and it's not very good. gosh, this kind of reality is not good for me.

i dont think it is correct for me to be so confused about what i wanna do at this stage and age. i should have a plan by now...this phase is execution phase, where i start work and start being hardworking! no more daydreaming about fantasy jobs and what-not...i have to be down-to-earth now. what do i really want to do??

i'm really glad i read kellee's blog and realise the time i'm wasting being so laidback about everything. and i'm really really psyched for her wedding! and to the sjc-ians, her wedding will be on 9th August! National Day! she has a website set up for updates on her wedding, go take a look! it's really sweet with the awesome wedding songs playing and you get to read about how kellee and harlen met and how harlen proposed! sweet little couple!

well, i'll be praying for them and i hope to see them soon! yay!

and i'll be praying for myself too, to find what i really want to do soon...

it's a happy day because it is realisation day! haha!

Loves!